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The Galactic Butterfly

Matty's Journal

July 2012

I was looking at a 'time' in my life when I hadn't recognized that all the

chatter I heard was an illusion. ( untruth)

It took me into the darkest crevices where the light at the end of the

tunnel was a train coming straight at me.

There hadn't been a place for me to 'jump' out of my own way, or see that

I could wake from this 'nightmare' . . .

the only way out seemed for me to 'leave' my physical body.

A bottle of Valium was my answer.

Knowing in my heart I didn't really want to leave,

having four children that I so love, family that wouldn't understand,

heart ache I would leave with others.

My husband found me.

This was over 35 yrs ago.

My wake up call.

Grateful am I for the gifts presented, and accepted.

Giving of any kind... taking an action... begins the process of change,
and moves us to remember that we are part of a much greater universe.

- Mbali Creazzo -

While the Universe continues to expand consciousness,

we choose how to travel thru these times.

Surrender, or struggle?

Peace of mind comes from 'allowing' everything to 'BE'

acceptance made manifest, as easy as breathing.


“Our weaknesses are divine gifts that when embraced will enable us to
make our purposeful contribution to the whole, which is why we incarnated in the first place.”

-- Andrew Schneider

Only those who risk going too far will ever know how far they can go.

- T.S. Eliot -

Are there avenues that stop you from living your life full out?

Look, what is it, how long have you been holding onto this event?

The (70 yr old ) lady that asked me to keep my dog away from her,

she told me when she was a child, she had gotten bitten.

She hadn't a clue that she was holding onto her fear that continues to

keep her 'prisoner' inside her body, where's the freedom?

Amazing how 'humans' carry their past, as if they had badges of honor strapped to

their 'costume' that

they won't remove for fear of not knowing themselves.


Holding the hand of God, feeling His energy,

knowing from the depths of my being, I am One

with all that had been, will be, continues on this journey

to be the one heart beat from Mother Earth.

Fear might be that part of you that wont listen to excuses.

Excuses are another form of 'defense'.

When you only hear 'LOVE' coming from another,

your heart fills, sharing love energy with the others 'soul'.

When the Angels speak, are you listening?


1 /Crocodile

Be aware, Be awake, Be in your heart.

Give yourself entirely to those around you. Be generous with your blessings.
A kind gesture can reach a wound that only compassion can heal.

- Steve Maraboli -

Tradition In Motion  (Rex A. Begaye)
Kokepelli (the flute player) blows the spirit or soul (the butterflies) into the newborn children as they join us on Earth.
This is one of my favorite Rex Begaye pieces.  Koko has the comfort design up his back.  Rex calls this painting "the kids".


“Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible.''

Audrey Hepburn

The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education.

- Albert Einstein -


What is being taught in schools?


The drop out rate is huge, most of the children know what they are being

given has nothing to do with how they perceive their life.

The education system is antiquated.

Then they label our children with letters


Attention Deficit Disorder???

I believe the 'Disorder' comes from the system, passed onto the teachers.

Passed onto the children.

Then they're given a 'GRADE'

A thru F

causing the child to have anxiety.

Who does the child speak with?

Other children who are in the same predicament.

I know, I know, lets feed them more drugs.

That will cure everything.

Another question,

some parents hadn't been taught to communicate, being they had been

taught by the same system that continues to escalate into our present state of being.

Ever notice, the schools are surrounded by 'fences', no different then a prison.

Not allowed to leave the premises without permission.

How silly of me, I forgot, we are living on a 'prison' planet.

The goal of life is to make your heartbeat match the beat of the universe to match your nature with Nature.

- Joseph Campbell -

Don't think away your feelings

“When emotions are managed by the heart, they heighten your awareness of the world
around you and add sparkle to life. The result is new intelligence and a new view of life.”

-- Doc Childre and Howard Martin


How do I know where I am?

By comparing where I had been.

Being, most of us are aware of this


personally, I feel centered, and content, as long as I recognize that

everything that comes into my space is neutral.

Then the choice is totally mine to do with it as I choose.

Mostly I stay centered.

At 5 p.m. 9th July my sister told me that David

(my beloved Brother in Love)

has breast cancer.


no way, he's such a dear man, been in my life for 45 yrs.

He's my brother, a huge presence in my heart.

On the 17th he will have this removed.

I've been in prayer every moment.

Seeing his body filled with 'golden light'

removing any and all dark energy that has taken up

residency inside his body.

This stings deep, with memories of Ian, being witness to this

beautiful man loosing his battle to 'live' . . .

most interesting, I was the observer of emotions 'this' body, the


presence of Source

had a majixal experience allowing/feeling the energy

sour thru me.


in the event there's anyone in your life you're holding at bay for what ever reason.

Now is the time to release it, heart ONLY holds love.

All else is a misfit. A thorn that can only fester if not removed.

I ask you, whats the point of holding fearful or negative thoughts?

Where does that energy sit?

Inside of you, the other person doesn't even know what you are thinking/feeling.

For sure you don't know what they are thinking/feeling.

When you stop blaming others for your life not working,

that's when your life works, majix will show itself in the most mysterious ways.

Having your heart open, you will be aware of the 'majix'.

Simple things, as when I am looking to make a left turn,

the opening is presented.

Remembering to always say thank you.

when you are in the 'state' of neutrality




being in the eye of the storm

chaos and mayhem swirl around me,

peace resides.

Retired American football coach Lou Holtz once famously said...

“Life is ten percent what happens to you and ninety percent
how you respond to it.”


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