A carrier molecule that announces intentions.
Melanie and I were talking about 'relationships'.
Up til 'right' now, I've been emitting 'pheromones' that
had been saying; 'stay away from me.'
the other nite we re-watched “Eat, Pray, Love”
something switched inside 'this' magnificent 3D being.
( I call her Madaline Freedom )
when Ian was here, I started writing a book.
I written about 180 pages.
I lost my copy, daughter Kelly had one, so grateful.
What follows is the first page,
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OK . . . . BOTTOMS . . . UP'
Sitting on my cloud, taking in the magnificent vista that's
surrounding me, this heavenly stillness, hearing the Angelic Choir
humming along with the wind that's blowing gently through the
leaves. . .
they're golden this time of year . . . actually . . .
they're any color I want them to be. . .
feeling the presence of another behind me, I turn quickly, seeing him
standing there, the light beaming through his angelic wings creating a
cornucopia of delicious colors, this beautiful being is my personal 'guide/angel'
the energy field he's presenting me with is unique...
there's a seriousness that I hadn't ever experienced. . . arms folded
across his chest..
WHAT? . . . YOU WANT ME TO GO WHERE? . . . NO THANKS!
They want ME to step into a human body . . . again
( I call my Angel he, I love looking at his beautiful David body)
so when David described what this life looks like,
There's no time in the 8th dimension...on the earth plan, one would say;
“I'll let you know tomorrow, or I have to sleep on it...or
I'll get back to you later.
There's no, sleep on it here,
N O W.
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The closer I 'pay' attention to what ever emotions appear,
'I don't get hooked'
there are these 3 D moments when I do, then I notice, then I 'change the channel'.
Here's a question I asked myself, “what is my 3D mind
how close am I listening?
I only know where I am, by where I had been.
I love where I am 'now'. .. free from the
'the mind chatter' there had been times when I was so deep in
despair, I hadn't a clue how deeply committed I was to stay
angry, upset, filled with fear. What would I do if I didn't have
all these emotions?
“how am I going to get out of this muck.”
huge energy shifts are being felt, deep into my heart.
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I love what comes to me while in the shower.
“are you a problem solver for other people?”
if you answered yes.
S T O P I T!
This is how I've been listening to people;
I hear when there's a question asked,
I hear when a statement is made.
When its a statement, I listen, that's all.
If the person asks what I think about what was said,
then I will share my point of view, or I might be in agreement with the
question, or, I might ask, “would you care to hear my
thought on what you just said?”
My daughter and I ask this question, and there
are times when the answer is no, I just needed to unload.
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following a random train of thought
chasing the 'chain' of emotion.
A time when I would rebut what was being 'gifted' to me.
Like a spoiled child,
I don't want that one, I want the other one.
Having a tantrum, didn't work for me, didn't stop me though.
These gifts are recognized today. They are written by me.
They are acted by me, I'm the only one in this beautiful body.
Each of us are gifted a beautiful body.
Some still find they must compare,
s t o p!
I am perfect.
I am perfect.
I am perfect.
Keep saying this to yourself.
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back in Dallas, home for 16 days.
Daughter called asking if I would come back,
she feels the baby will be here sooner, rather than later.
Struggling with the emotions I felt run thru my body.
Words that appeared were, “too soon, I need more time home.”
Melanie and I hugged all day, when ever we passed one another we would hug,
Gary, Katie, Lorna, Jude ( Lorna & Jude will Marry in March.) the list goes on.
Being with every emotion that appeared, the laughter, tears.
Every emotion is a gift from God. This is the reason for
being in this human body.
To experienced emotion.
Might be the only planet that has 'these' kinds of feelings.
Seems logical to me, being we also might be the only
planet that has created some of the most heinous crimes
towards 'Mother Earth' . . . these have been barbaric acts
that can not be reversed, they will stop, and Mother will heal
with our assistance that comes directly from the heart.
We've got back up, The Galactic Federation, they've
been watching over us forever, it's more recent that we have
become aware of their presence.
Mother Earth is shinning brighter than ever, all the
Light Workers have joined in.
We will meet one another really soon.
Until that next 'now' moment.
Keep your heart warm, share the love.
“I have come into the world as a light, so that no
one who believes in me should stay in darkness”
Were are you focusing your attention?
This question can only be answered from your heart.
When you look towards your mind for an answer, most likely it becomes 'muddled', 'convoluted'. . .
the wise one, her wisdom is so evident, pure love.
Of all the many Gifts in Life that bring Joy and Grace to the Soul ~ among the greatest
is the Choice to see the People in our Lives as Gifts from God ~
Leah is my 'soul' sister, she's a magical being that appears
with gifts wrapped in wings of love.
The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.
- Helen Keller -
When you make, what you deem your final decision,
do you accept it, or question it?
Here again, when you answer from your heart,
I believe the answer is solid.
It is for me.
"A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones."
The hard must become habit. The habit must become easy.
The easy must become beautiful.
- Doug Henning -
The only thing to do with good advice is pass it on.
- Oscar Wilde -
I don't think of all the misery but of the beauty that still remains.
- Anne Frank -
What is love?
"When mystics use the word love, they use it very carefully -- in the deeply spiritual sense, where to love is to know; to love is to act. If you really love, from the depths of your Consciousness, that love gives you a native wisdom. You perceive the needs of others intuitively and clearly, with detachment from any personal desires; and you know how to act creatively to meet those needs, dexterously surmounting any obstacle that comes in the way. Such is the immense, driving power of love."
-- Eknath Easwaran
"Therefore, when I say that ‘I love,’ it is not I who love, but in reality Love who acts through me. Love is not so much something I do as something that I am. Love is not a doing but a state of being - a relatedness, a connectedness to another mortal, an identification with her or him that simply flows within me and through me, independent of my intentions or my efforts."
-- Robert A. Johnson
"When you are aware that you are the force that is Life, anything is possible. Miracles happen all the time, because those miracles are performed by the heart. The heart is in direct communion with the human soul, and when the heart speaks, even with the resistance of the head, something inside you changes; your heart opens another heart, and true love is possible."
-- Don Miguel Ruiz
LOOKING THRU THE EYE' OF LOVE
Sometimes you just need to distance yourself from people.
if they care, they'll notice. if they don't, you know where you stand.
I had been in Dallas for 2 months.
Being with my daughter and grand baby Makenzie,
she's 26 months old & being a 'special needs'
child she shows up like a puppy, where
nothing is held onto, being present each moment.
Continuing to experience a greater awareness of 'me',
witnessing events (at times don't resonate with my soul) yet,
being with all of it so I don't get caught up in a drama that could
cause discomfort to Kelly and myself.
When an event occurs, we talk about it, clear the space & get on
with it. Holding onto anything that drives a wedge between
you and your loved ones rips at your heart.
Keeping everything simple and clear.
Remember; love is the answer, no matter the question.
A day of silence can be a pilgrimage in itself.
- Hafiz -
"Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater."
-- Nicholas Evans
Have you ever lost something/someone that was so profound, so
devastating, so completely complete, you knew
you couldn't ever fill that space with anything else in your entire life?
Life goes on, yet, there are moments when 'that' thought
returns, takes you right back to that time, that moment when blackness covered you like a
blanket that blackened the mid day sun. it enveloped you so completely, you weren't sure you
could get yourself out of the 'quick' sand that brought you there.
Death had me have this experience, death of the ones I love.
The feeling that you're alone, there' isn't anyone that could
fill that hole, that empty space.
Over the years I've been able to 'splice' that memory out, replace it
with one that brings joy rather than the cloak of darkness.
And still there are those 3D moments.
Lorna, (my adopted grand daughter) was moving
into my house, (this house in my dream was the one
Ian & I lived in ) she was putting her stuff in the
bedroom, Ian was in 'our' bedroom.
I wasn't there, I was in Dallas.
I woke with the deepest sense of sadness, it stayed with me
the entire day. Thrilled to have seen Ian, yet the sadness
That was Sunday, I've been in Dallas for 2 months.
I will be leaving on Easter Sunday, going to Arizona
for a month, need to be with my soul family, fill me with
Then back to Dallas for how ever long, new baby is due
on the 10th May.
Knowing that 'these' dark holes can literally destroy one's soul,
then reminding myself to 'breath', take in all the 'love/light'
that my body can handle.
"The functions of intellect are insufficient without courage, love, friendship, compassion, and empathy."
- Dean Koon
1988 when I participated in the LandMark Forum,
I heard, “Life is empty and meaningless, & it's empty and meaningless that its empty & meaningless.”
when I heard this, I was livid, “what are you talking about, my life is filled with meaning.”
about a week after I heard this, it come clear to me that everything in my world I've made up, and when I made it up, I made everything have a meaning. So, when I 'got it' I sat on the ground, uncontrollable laughter.
There are times when, ( in this 3D body ) I get hooked by situations, events, whatever,
having the situation have meaning, then I get upset.
whatever emotion shows itself.