Wow, being in Dallas, out of my comfortable, calm life.
Witnessing a side of emotions that I hadn't been present to.
I'm experiencing emotions that either got berried, or hadn't been
anywhere in my reality.
Sitting on the floor with Makenzie in her 'play' room, this thought
came; 'I call it 'do over';
when daughter Jo-e had Cole, (who is 17 now)
my 'do over'
would have been to have stayed with Jo-e & Cole, as I am with Kelly & Makenzie.
Feeling hot tears rolling down my cheeks, feeling the joy
of having been given 'this' time with Makenzie.
Talking to God, saying, “thank you so much for
giving me this opportunity to be with Makenzie, and soon Elijah.”
my tears continued, hearing, with a smile, “you are so welcome.”
sharing this experience with Kelly, she, Makenzie and I had a warm hug.
Hugs heal everything for me.
Feels as though I'm a 'rare' one,
being I had a fantastic, fun, childhood.
We didn't have 'things' the neighborhood I lived in
was filled with working class people.
It was a Jewish community.
Being outdoors, being creative, finding a hundred things
we could do with an old tennis ball.
Los Angeles was a fun place to grow up,
the weather was wonderful all year. So being outside was
all we desired. We wouldn't come in until the 3rd time we were called
for dinner. Even then I was hard pressed to be indoors.
Saddens me that the generations that have followed hadn't had
the opportunity to have the fun life I experienced.
So, when I ask the question ' did you have a fun childhood' ,
the answer I've been getting is;
being, what you experienced growing up, most likely is what you're
carrying with you into adult-hood.
Then you get into a relationship with another, thinking you could have a
healthy relationship, all the while the other person had everything
that they grew up with, taking that with her/him, and without
learning how to communicate/listening, your doomed before you even
have a chance to get around all the bases.
Your at home base, waiting for the pitcher to pitch so you can get a home run.
Funny thing, you've never played base ball in your life, don't have a clue
as to how to hold the bat, let alone hit that 'fast' ball comin' at you at 110 mph.
Then when the 'coach' appears wanting to assist,
you push her/him away, thinking, “I can do this on my own.”
what an insane hoot that is.
Then the couple has a child or three, they pass on their
unhappiness onto the children, they don't know any other way.
They want their children to have more then they did, wonderful.
Is the 'more' in the material world?
If so, then you're really ____ up.
If, you've recognized that communication is the 'key' and
you find the 'coach' who can guide you into a 'new' paradigm
so you truly do have an alternative way from where you had been,
sitting with this vista, breathing the sea air, hearing the sizzle as the sun touches the water.
Wouldn't it be wonderful to 'live' with these feelings 'always' . . .
awe, the joy of contentment.
The love that continues to surround you, feeling your body
wrapped in a feathery, angelic moment that is yours for the asking.
"Sometimes what seems like surrender isn't surrender at all. It's about what's going on in our hearts. About seeing clearly the way life is and accepting it and being true to it, whatever the pain, because the pain of not being true to it is far, far greater."
-- Nicholas Evans
Who would you be if you could be that person that came from a happy childhood?
What would your life look like?
Would you be willing to give up 'being' right?
Would you be willing to hear what your mate desires with the possibility of giving that
so what you receive is the love you say you want?
"In the end, just three things matter:
How well we have lived
How well we have loved
How well we have learned to let go."
How would we show up if we had NO judgments?
Free I say, FREE from all the mind chatter that lives in this
keeping life simple.
Running Fox wishes you a good time with these very special animals.
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I wrote this in response to a letter written and forwarded to me.
the galactic federation will appear when they know that
our collective consciousness is just that ... collective...
I understand that people want 'things' to happen when
'they' want things to happen. . . life doesn't work that way.
there's no instant gratification, not now, the way gratification is
instant is when you 'allow' Source to guide you, (when I say you,
it's the collective, not the you Richard) allowing everything to
appear, knowing that Source provides at the perfect time, it's
not 'human' time. . . this is where the frustration comes. . .
a metaphor; your so hungry, yet it will take another 20 min. for
your food to be ready. . . what do you do? get angry because
the food isn't there the exact moment you said you wanted it...
allow, allow, allow... ya, sure in this 3D body I call madaline
I want more funds in my hands, (now) I want a car, (I haven't
had one in over a yr) oh well, my life is simple, I love it all,
I love you.......................
IF Dr. Seuss Studied Abraham Hicks & The Law of Attraction - with Scott Grace
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my cracker barrel is filled, until something else shows up.
Being in Dallas is allowing me to take a deeper look at my life,
when I'm home, in Arizona, there's only me to take care of.
A few months ago while speaking with Source, saying, "being of service
is what gives me juice"
here I am, being of service to my children. Yeah for me.
My first grandchild was born when I was 43, so, my life is truly simple,
has been for a very long time.
I'm the proudest, most extactic mother, grandmother, friend, soul sister,
guardian, life partner ever.
Blessed am I
this link is a short video that daughter Jo-e has put together,
she IS one of the most angelic Goddess I know.
Jo-E Sutton Video Bio
Jo E Sutton expresses her passion for living and celebrating a holistically healthy life.
She transparently shares the pain of her past with the intention of...
Awe, the gates of heaven open, hearts collide into one another, honey suckle, & gum drops
fill the air, as we dance under the morning sun.
how grand life is when you walk amongst the fall leaves, crackling under foot.
hearing the song birds at a distance, the nectar awaits the humming birds with their golden
wings flapping faster then the eye can see.
oh, for the love that 'tree' shares with me, wrapping her branches around me so delicately.
she whispers, "sing to me" . . . song from the angelic choir harmonizing with 'wind',
rustling leaves from 'tree' . . .
awakening to the sweet sounds that have always been here, yet, not always heard. . .
there's only this moment to reconcile with my heart so the two continues to dance the
dance for the angels.
28th February 2012
My soul is awake the unconscious becoming conscious, the awareness in me shining through in each decision I make, each action I take, each day a new day for making possibilitys reality and tapping into my unmanifested potential realitys...I shall only do better and strive higher to be all that I can be....dedication and perserverance has gotten me far in life and I shall open up myself to that fac...t deeper ♥ new things on the horizon, theres a new attitude with me and its all about me wanting to succeed and to be there for those in need, everything is symbolic and significant to me, but I let go of being serious because of the mystery, I grace myself to be at ease praticing many things that help me keep my peace, for me life hasn't been to easy, now I as let things go that have bothered me, life is getting to be more light and breezy, I appreciate all those who have been there as I healed me, it is because of you I have any sort of faith in me to succeed, it has taken many years for in me to even believe, it what it is I know of that is me, I love you and am honored to live with a soul wide open and free ♥
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