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The Galactic Butterfly

Matty's Journal

January 2012

As The World Turns


Stop the world, I want to get off!

Too late.


Looking deeply, checking out how I process that which has come to me.

Being every experience that presents itself,

gets internalized, deciphered each from my point of view,

I've created who I am today.

Signing up for this ride, there's no turning back.

I wouldn't even if I had been given the opportunity to.

Which I had in 2000 when I flipped a half ton pick up truck.

Hearing: “IN OR OUT?”

Right before hitting the ditch, I said, “IN”.

Reason often makes mistakes, but conscience never does.
- Josh Billings (1856-1950)

This life I've 'chosen' is so grand, so expansive, so

magnificent, so filled with love, the thought of

not being 'in' it isn't on my radar screen.

This could be the final episode, the last hurrah.

Playing full out, having everyday be the first & last day of my life.

As the saying goes, 'waste not, want not' . . .

I've lived most of my 'fantasies' . . .

the few remaining will present themselves when I am in

total alignment with 'that' adventure.

There are parts of the world I haven't visited.

I know I will visit there.

When you dream your life, what does it look like?

Being content, allowing the 'Divine' to guide you.

Experiencing it all.

Feeling the rain on your body, the sun warming you,

playing in the ocean, building a sand castle to the sky.

Everything that has appeared in your life, you've chosen.

No one can do anything to you.

Unless you allow them to.

You are always in agreement with what shows up each moment.

Life is so precious, strong and delicate at the same time.

Our body is our gift to the world, our mind/soul guides us.

Pay attention, see the animal world through their eyes.

They are always in the present moment. They don't

carry the past into their now moment.

How grand life is when one recognizes that all is divine, always.

Sometimes even the best manager is like the boy with the
big dog, waiting to see where the dog wants to go so that
he can take him there.
- Lido Anthony "Lee" Iacocca (1924-)

There will be a 'moment' when we will all be together.

We will know one another from our 'soul' connection.

We've got a huge rooting section cheering us on.

Presenting situations for each 'soul' to expand

beyond our 'now' understanding from this

limited 'program'. . .

when you feel as though your body wants to rest,

rest. . . eat, eat. . .

no need to argue with the divine energy provided.

Breath everything in, your imagination is your gift.

“Your imagination is your preview of life’s coming attractions”
– Albert Einstein.

Water Dragon

Water Dragon 2

Water Mystical dragon


Fear, the most devastating, paralyzing word 'MAN' created.

Fear, quick sand, blacker then black, darker then death.

From Websters Dictionary

  1. an unpleasant often strong emotion caused by anticipation.

  2. Anxious concern SOLICITUCE

  3. profound reverence and awe esp. toward God.

I'm 10 years old, my Bubby (grandmother) went into the

hospital, she lives with us, I desperately wanted to go see her.

My parents tell me, 'you can't go, you're to little.'

nothing I say convinces them to allow me to go.

She passes away. I beg them to let me go to the funeral.

Again, 'to little'

My heart feels as though it will come out of my chest.

Broken hearted.

Here today with my understanding of how my life works,

closing my eyes, breathing deeply, releasing completely,

when my body was totally relaxed, seeing myself sitting in my

Bubby's chair, waiting for mom and dad to take me to the

hospital to visit Bubby, we walk into Bubby's room,

she smiles when she see me, I go over to her bed,

sit next to her, take her hand, her smile warms my heart.

Feeling her love, feeling her warm hands, touching her soft

cheeks, kissing her, feeling 'life' . . .

She talks to me in Yiddish, (never learned English)

telling me how much she loves me, I tell her

she is my life line, my comfort, like my blankie.

Sitting there, I felt my world stop, nothing else mattered.

Bubby sleeps, we leave.

She passes restfully.

At the grave site, I weep for the lose of my beloved Bubby.

I feel whole, a part of, no separation.

This scenario is real, I felt the shift while

being with Bubby in the hospital.

The section of film is spliced out,

the old scenario no longer 'plagues' me,

the one I've replaced it with fills my heart.

I am the writer, creator, actor, director of my life, as are you.

What is there that has you 'remember' all that

could be causing you so much discomfort, there are

times when you might say to yourself, 'I wish I could go

back and do it different.'

You can, as I did.

Where do we go from here?

Into the lite of love.”

The darkness of our world
Is not knowing and understanding;
Light can only come, when we
Make it our business to find out.
Socrates ca. 470-399 B.C.

Love is the 'key' that unlocks every door

that might have been locked, & you might not have

even known that it was locked.

Seeing clearly as the sun rises, sky pristine blue,

clouds dancing for your personal enjoyment.

The fragrance of life continues to present itself as you

perceive through your personal experience that lies before you.

How do you describe this magnificent sunset?

What is your expression of LOVE?

When using words that describe 'past' or 'future'

where ARE you in this 'now' moment?

In speaking about a 'memory' where are you?

You're right here.

Yet, the feelings from the description you've expressed might want you
to say something that 'refers' to another 'time', when in fact, there is only now.

Live your own life

"We don't always know what makes us happy. We know, instead, what we think SHOULD. We are baffled and confused when our attempts at happiness fail...We are mute when it comes to naming accurately our own preferences, delights, gifts, talents. The voice of our original self is often muffled, overwhelmed, even strangled, by the voices of other people's expectations. The tongue of the original self is the language of the heart."

-- Julia Cameron

As we continually upgrade our consciousness coming from

the light of love, our energy permeates out farther, extending beyond what we believe we can feel.

There's an amazing team supporting us,

the Galactic Federation.

This is the year they will appear, assisting in ways we hadn't been exposed to.

You're the only one that can choose to ascend or to remain in this 3D plan.

"People ask what must they become to be loving. The answer is ‘nothing.’ It is a process of letting go
of what you thought you had become and allowing your true nature to float to the surface naturally."
-- Stephen Levine

Fear arrives when one puts more than one item on your plate.

Keep it simple, one at a time.

When you look at the list you've created, take one, only one,

complete 'that' then take another.

Remember you can't put two shoes on at the same time.

Love is the answer to all questions.



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