1st January 2005
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? ’05… OK, here we go…
Remember the first sentence you learned in your typing
class;
NOW IS THE TIME FOR ALL GOOD MEN TO COME TO THE AID
OF THEIR
COUNTRY….
I hadn’t thought about what I was writing back in
the 8th grade… just that it gave me there where and how
the keys on the typewriter were… I haven’t forgotten, I type fast,
cute side line story, my granddaughter was watching me type, she said,
“you’re not looking at the keys.” I turned toward her, continuing
my letter, the look on her face was priceless, the expression of aah,
moments to remember….
What does that sentence mean in my today’s world?
Who’s deciding where the good men are, and who are they? I’m watching
them come together, I’ve accepted my Stewart Ship, there are many
in my life who are stepping fort to understand that accepting Stewart
Ship is not to be taken lightly… When I stood before the twelve man
court, my future in their hands, they had the right to accept me or
not… I knew they would accept/acknowledge who I am in the world, and
that carrying this Stewart Ship is my honor…
Well, no rain, this is good, they’ve been projecting
rain this morning… since its been 50 years since the Rose Parade had
been rained on.
SEX, LIES, AND VIDEO
TAPES;
Exclusive, inclusive… those body sensations I’ve
been experiencing, and talking about, well, today after having a reaction,
and talking with my daughter Kelly, sharing with her what I’ve been
experiencing, and her telling me she’s had that issue for some time,
then when she ‘really looked’, her discovery was simple, {Kelly is
a Life Coach} “when I noticed I was removing myself, I looked at and
asked, why, why would I remove myself, what is it that has me not
include myself, where is it serving me to do that? When I noticed
that I could chose to include me, and I did, then that feeling was
no longer there.”
Simple enough, now, can I put that into my life?
Can I make this a new way of thinking?
Looking deeply within, repeating the words over and
over; “I’m including me.” When the first emotion showed up shortly
after, feeling my body go tense, the switch came almost instantly
when I repeated, “I’m including me.” I said it about four times..
my body shifted from tense, to relax… this is a miracle… being I’ve
experienced this almost my entire life…
2nd Jan.
“Handbook for the New Paradigm.” This book could
have been written by Ian, the man that wrote it, hadn’t put his name
on it… yet there’s a phone number… talking about where/how our world
has been and where it’s going and why… Please avail yourselves and
order this book, buy a bunch and give them away… 800 729 4131… like
minded people are gathering, it’s astonishing…
The stage is set, all the players have taken their
places, drum roll, please, curtain is raised, flood lights are on,
the stillness washes over the audience…
“How To Free Yourself from
Slavery.”
Our freedom/freewill aspect is what has been exploited
as the basis for their ability to manipulate humanity to be
the vehicle of their power… Keeping yourself tied into the
matrix consciousness {3D} is exactly what they have planned… There
is no consciousness of light workers/soul that many of us are in…
{5D} we know the truth, WE are gathering…
This lifting of a higher vibration allows us the
opportunity to move within ‘this’ matrix, yet not of it… we are here,
and have chosen this time knowing full well what our purpose is… Mother
Earth doesn’t need or want us to SAVE HER… we’re here to re-build
her, once the dust has settled…
for our completion, this spiritual journey, which
involves multiple trips through the earthly experience… the hour is
growing shorter, there’s not a moment to waste…
Intermission to this play will give each one of us
to make a decision… do we re enter the theater when the ‘bell rings’
telling us the play is about to commence, or walk out into a new reality,
the one that is being created by you/the I AM, creator/creating…staying
will lock you into the matrix, walking out, knowing the 5D has
been your life’s dream, your personal knowing from the very beginning,
before you chose to arrive here on this earthly plan… you chose this
time, your position is set, keep walking, hold your focus, gather
yourselves with grace and ease… keep remembering… follow your intuition…
this is the most crucial time with out judgment toward yourself and
others…
There’s a group all across the country called “The
Rainbow Children”… we met a group of them while Ian and I were camping,
back in June… they range in age from their teens to mid forties… they’ve
looked at their lives, knowing that what they wanted was freedom from
corporate america… we had the opportunity to sit and share life’s
stories, they are intelligent people, they’re vision for their freedom
came from a desire to experience that freedom… Happiness/contentment/joy
was written all over their entire being…
Have you asked yourself recently, “What the hell
am I doing?” have you listened for an answer? Then when it comes you’ve
ignored it? Thinking, I can’t walk away, I have obligations, I’ll
keep getting up every morning, drive an hour to get to this ‘job’,
being a robot for someone else benefit, while you get minimum wage?
“Don’t step out of line, your ‘job’ is at stake… what will your family
say? What will happen to them?
TALK
TO THEM!!!
Where does your happiness lie? Remember the last
vacation you took? You were care free, filled with adventure. Can
you imagine living like that all the time? Your mind is keeping
you locked into the matrix, all the reasons your mind can come
up with that has a pigeon hold on you. Change your pattern of thought,
alter your reality/world… create a new reality, one that allows you
the freedom to hone your intuition…
A few days ago thoughts of my childhood flashed through
my mind… my family moved to Los Angeles in 1945, I was two… there
were eight of us living in a two bedroom, one bath apartment, the
area was the Jewish Ghetto, … Peace and harmony rained our lives…even
at the age of six, my mom would allow us to walk the two blocks to
the movies, alone, everyone knew everyone, the people who ran the
markets, fruit stands, butcher, they knew me, I knew them, it was
wonderful, and safe… I met, {who would become my best friend} Judy,
she lived down stairs in the same building… I didn’t know it at the
time, this apartment building was owned by my father… Judy and I played
every day, she was my life, we even had a party line, {for those who
don’t know what that is, a party line was our phone, even though we
had different phone numbers, if we were using the phone, they couldn’t,
and visa-versa…} for the next six years, we were with one another
every day… then her daddy died, we were eight… six months later her
mom remarried, they moved away… devastation set in for me… no one
to talk to about how I was feeling, wow, how does a eight year old
handle this alone? I felt crippled, I didn’t know what to do, or how
to be, it took, what seemed like a year before I got to a place where
I could feel some comfort within… then the next year, my tenth year,
my Bubby died, {grandmother in Yiddish} she was my light, my grounding,
she was unconditional love… again, no one to talk with about how I
was feeling… these were the most important years of my life… I vowed
to myself that I would find a way to express my emotions, that holding
them in wasn’t correct, causing so much stress, so much discomfort…
the quest was on…
4th Jan.
Ian and I are planning on leaving L.A. on Saturday,
we’re anxious, seeing the weather patterns, feeling and watching the
storms coming, we will be one the road before this deluge comes down
on us… returning to Sedona… Having this time with my family is a god
sent, we had dinner with daughter Jo-e, and Cole, {grandson} when
he learned I was leaving, the look on his face was one of… OH, DON’T
LEAVE, I will miss you too much… I held him in my arms, holding as
close as I could… telling him we will be seeing one another really
soon… he smiled, I want him to believe this… well, about this paper
stuff, it continues to show up where there’s ‘more’ that needs to
get complete, thinking we had it all wrapped up, then finding ‘more’
that needs to happen… oh well, part of the process… In the event
we don’t have to be in the states to receive payment, we will be on
our way to Canada… there’s much to do, and little time to do it… yet,
I know in my soul that we will receive what spirit wants for us…
We’ve been lead down or up, which ever, this trail
to get to a destination, being I’m creating my journey, why in the
world would I choose it to be any other way then to receive this money,
after all, it is to forward this information, get “Our Family” save,
{my blood family, and adopted family} that means all of you…
The devastation I’ve been watching on the news, knowing
that any moment this can happen right here in the u.s.a. looking where
there is safe ground… away from the oceans, inland, not near any fault
lines… being aware… paying attention to your intuition, hearing that
little voice saying… “GET OUT NOW!” following that voice, having everything
you need in your car, gas, water, food, family, a meeting place… please,
in the event your not paying attention, find out what your loved ones
are saying about all this… have you had discussions? Are you on different
sides of the fence? Come together in thought, it’s ok to disagree,
really it is… you don’t want to have them force their opinion onto
you, don’t force yours onto them… agree to disagree…
Hard to believe this is the 10th of January…
We had an amazing talk on Friday, the room was packed,
about 70 people, it was at the same space in Mar Vista, that was on
the 28th Dec. I think that was the date…
On the Friday morning, Ian and I had a conversation
that altered our relationship… there were emotions that were creeping
in from the past, things that started making being together unbearable…
I asked him if he were willing to re-create our relationship, willing
to look beyond, so that we wouldn’t continue to bring the past into
our ‘today’s’ world…
My biggest issue was, I didn’t feel included any
longer, {this showed up in the talk on Thursday} as much as I have
grown, explored my ‘beingness’, and having it to ok that who I am
is enough, the human part of me wants to be included, wants to be
acknowledged, I told Ian, there’s is part of me that has a desire
to be a ‘WE’, saying that being ‘we’ are together at this time, this
is my desire, my request… I’m working hard on not being attached,
yet, my conditioning as a human has it be there, I’m getting closer
to dissolving this, for now, it’s there, I’m facing it, choosing it,
being with it…
The outcome; Friday was sensational… we created majix
in the space, Ian acknowledged me many times… I thanked him many times…
he in return thanked me, saying how good he felt, that our conversation
altered “US”… we were in total harmony with the group that came to
hear Ian speak, there was a grace and ease that was ever present
through out the evening… an over tone of bliss…
We wanted to leaving early, feeling the storm coming…
getting back to Ray’s it was close to one a.m. the energy was pumping,
we stayed up talking about the evening, and sharing stories with Ray
he hadn’t heard…
About 2, we crawled into bed…
Ian, it’s almost, eight, I’ll make coffee, will you
bring the van around? Packing the rest of the van, Spirit and I took
a walk, by the time we came back the coffee was brewed, the van was
packed, we’re ready to roll, Spirit climbed into the van, he waited
there for about five minutes until we were complete, Ray slept through
the ordeal, he called when he woke… not knowing what time we had left…
Seeing the sky so ominous, there was some rain, a
few minutes of down pour, then clear sky’s the rest of the way… seeing
signs along the way stating that Quartsite was having their gem show,
Ian said he wanted to stop, “fine with me”…
It’s a smaller version of the Tucson Gem and Mineral
show, this is a two month every year event, it would take weeks to
see everything, it’s HUGE…
What I find interesting is, being I’m not interested
in buying ‘anything’, looking at all ‘this stuff’, doesn’t interest
me, I hadn’t realized this until we walked around for about an hour…
when I said this to Ian, he was in agreement… good, we left…
By the time we pulled into Phoenix, it was dusk…
“Ian, what I would like to do is stay around here, then drive up to
Sedona in the morning, find the place we’re going to stay, have a
fresh start, does that work for you?” “Good idea, then we can go
to Sweet Tomatoes for dinner.” We checked out one hotel near Anthem,
they wanted $115. for a bed and shower… no thank you, we drove to
Black Canyon, pulled into a small motel, same bed and shower… $40…
thank you very much…
We must have looked at eight different places, a
few wouldn’t take Spirit in, on~ward… it was three by the time we
found our spot, this was more then we wanted to pay, yet, we wagered
our choices, and decided that this was it… we’re in a beautiful condo,
there’s no view to speak of, it’s a one bedroom, nice size living
room, full bathroom, the women met Spirit, she was more then good
with having him here… right now he’s snoring away, contentment, that’s
what I want for him, to remain content knowing that he is well taken
care of… he is my biggest priority… I love him sooo…
The sky is gray, once in a while small drops fall,
clean air, we will be here for two weeks, that’s the plan for now…
we’re going to do a couple of more talks, other wise we won’t have
enough money to make it back to Canada… yet when THE MONEY comes,
this conversation will come to a close… Ian’s birthday is on the 26th
Jan… I told him we would be paid before his birthday… {ok guys, are
you listening?} GOOD…
We’ve been putting a lot of energy on how we’re going
to get this message out, and fast… one of the avenues is to rent bill
boards across the states, and Canada posting info about the Evolution…
it’s going to rock our world…
There’s so much that we want to get out there, we
will be needing a crew to assist, you know who you are, we do to,
we haven’t met yet, we will…
As individuals expressing emotion, stress shows up
in all sorts of behaviors… here’s a story;
A husband was telling his wife a story, when he completed
this story, her reply was; “that was really funny.” He looked at her,
“you don’t act as if it were funny!” she burst out laughing, it was
a forced laugh… “Is that better?” “No, not really.”
Ian expresses his upset outwardly, huge upset is
expressed with such vigor, such outward anger… when he sees me looking
calm, his assessment is, “you don’t care, it doesn’t mean anything
to you.” I went into the bathroom, when I walked back into the room,
in that moment it came to me that because I don’t respond the way
he does, he tells me “I don’t care.” In saying “I don’t respond the
way you do, then your assessment towards me is that I don’t ‘care’,
which isn’t true”… he said, “You’re right, that’s how I view your
reaction.” “Can you be ok with how I respond? I’m not saying your
response isn’t correct, or you over react!” he said he can accept
my reaction… this is a good start…
This emotion that Ian was expressing came as a complete
surprise, he was looking for some slips that corresponded to the paper
work. In order for the package to be completed, these ‘green’ cards
‘must’ accompany the paper… anyway, they weren’t being found,
everything has been moved so many times, with different hands on them,
it’s no wonder things get misplaced, they show up though, they have
been doing that… so, back to the subject… I witnessed an outburst
of emotion I hadn’t ever seen, I sat in silence most of the time…
when I said, “what can I do?” I knew from his expression that I needed
to just ‘be’, not say a word, allowing the space for him to find his
way through this…
About fifteen minutes later, he calmed down, he said,
he would be right back… in that time I called Ray, Jo-e, Kelly, Jonne…
looking for someone to ‘coach me’… no one answered their phone…
Ian returned, I went to the bathroom, while sitting
on the toilet, what came to me was this; I spoke this to Ian; “Ian,
I would like to share a thought with you, can you hear me?” he shook
his head… “I feel honored that you feel comfortable and safe in my
presence that you could express your emotions this way, I’ve never
experienced this with you.”
When I started to speak, and hearing the honor before
it came out of my mouth, I said inwardly; “HONOR, WHAT THE FUCK ARE
YOU TALKING ABOUT, HE LOST IT.” Yet when I said, honor out loud,
my anxiety vanished… I felt so helpless, so inept to do anything,
the reality is; there wasn’t anything for me to do… this BEINGNESS
is all that was needed…
We spoke more about this issue, Ian is so hard on
himself, when he doesn’t have ‘the’ answer, he doesn’t know what to
do… well, choose that, whatever ‘that’ is…
1/Flint………………13 days of this energy, more truth coming
to the surface…
This is the time for us to receive our funds… this
is all that I’m holding in my consciousness.
13th Jan.’05
Have you been watching the news? I have, mostly
its hard to fathom that disasters the likes of which we haven’t ever
witnessed is showing up right in our own back yard, personally my
family is out of arms way, safe in their dwellings, I am grateful
for that … not sure how much longer they will remain safe, being they
live in California, the Los Angeles/Santa Monica area, to close to
the ocean… friends have asked; “what would you do if they didn’t make
it through?” “My heart would hurt, that I know, I also know that
they are choosing their own reality… they haven’t wanted to hear my
point of view, being what I am seeing for the near future is; California
won’t be able to handle these earth changes, she’s been soaked to
the point where there won’t be enough time to dry before the next
storm arrives… the hill sides are disintegrating, boulders that once
were solid/stable ground cover are finding there way off the hill
sides onto the roads… did any one living in Florida ‘think’ this could
happen to them? I don’t think so… what about the people living on
the hill sides in Malibu, every few years, millions of dollars are
at stake, people left homeless by the raging fires, earth slides,
yet, they continue to rebuild… I don’t get that… I feel the challenge
continue to present itself… each time I look out onto the pitchers
mound, assuming I’m being thrown a straight ball, there’s a curve
that come straight towards my head, so far I’ve been able to duck…
{thank you god} I’ve been honing my intuition, how you ask… by PAYING
ATTENION, so much closer then ever before…
The other night lying in bed, feeling close to Ian,
{this was the day he had this little hiccup} instead of responding
to me in kind… he started talking about ‘the paper work’… watching
my emotions change, removing myself from the yummy energy I had felt
just moments before… watching this within… this is what I said… not
out loud… {ok girlfriend, now is your opportunity to choose what you
want rather then be in the past, in this moment, what do I want? I
want to be close, ok, choose close…} at that very moment that these
thoughts completed themselves… Ian rolled over, putting his arms around
me… this was VERY cool…
The next day, I shared with him my internal conversation…
he had the same thing going on… we we’re amazed/satisfied/content
with our process…
Personal note; I knit a scarf, purple, fuzzy… it’s
around my neck as I sit here… I learned to knit when I was, oh my
six, there are things I keep in my memory back, they show up when
I want them… like typing… took typing class in the 8th
grade…
We had been speaking about leaving the u.s. in January…
well, it’s freezing in Canada right now, and most likely will stay
cold until the end of February… so we’re rethinking our plans… here’s
one train of thought we’ve had, driving toward Washington, on the
way setting up talks, so, anyone out there who might be interested
in assisting in gathering people to hear the latest news from Ian
Lungold, please step up to the plate, contact me, ok? matty@mayanmajix.com … we’ll talk…
the talks we had in L.A. we’re amazing, it’s clear
that more and more people are finding out that the truth will set
them free, yet most likely it will piss you off first… oh well… so
be it…
Mother Earth is doin her thing… for the past two
years, Ian has been speaking about these earth changes, now we’re
watching them happen… there’s much more that will be coming…
22nd
January 2005
Thought:
How do you recognize when something isn’t working in your life?
When
you’ve put your attention on
THAT WHICH IS NO LONGER BRINGING YOU JOY!
What
are you ‘doing’, how are you ‘Being’ that ‘BRINGS
YOU JOY?’
What
will it take for you to live your life,… with the first,
second and third priority? … JOY!
When
you’re in ‘JOY,’ there’s no conscious thought about it… IT’S THERE…
Love/Joy
is the foundation ALL human’s sit on… Then whatever shows up that
ISN’T Love/Joy … recognize that you’ve put a layer of _shit____
on top, it’s easy to remove, of course the first action is to recognize
that it, {whatever the ‘it’ is} exists… then, accept that ‘it’s’
there, recognize where the source of the upset stems from, then,
choose, what else is there to do?… speak out loud as if you
were speaking with another… then return to your foundation…
LOVE/JOY…
Make
sense? Does for me…
Tomorrow
is daughter Kelly’s birthday, my baby girl… how can that be? With
a blink of my eye, everything I knew to be true yesterday no longer
sits true in my today’s reality… at one time I could count on patterns,
today, once those patterns stood strong, now the patterns I count
on are change, every increasing change… this pace {for me} can be
accepted, or rejected… personally I’ve been accepting all that’s
being presented as a gift, choosing it, there are times I’d rather
not choose what’s being presented, I know that choosing IT with
amazing grace, has it vanish…
HEALING ME
A
few days ago I felt this burning sensation at the underside of my
right arm, at first nothing visible showed… that evening I looked
in the mirror, seeing this red blotch… putting cream on it, there
was a feeling of some relief… it was around midnight when I climbed
into bed, getting all cozy…
“Wow,
that’s burning.: feeling as though a hot poker were pushing its
way from inside my body, wanting out… three time I repeated, “This
is burning.” Stopping myself from saying this one more time, hearing
the words that were coming from me, the word BURNING… well,
that’s what I was receiving… Taking that first deep breath, then
another, focusing my breath to the SPOT, breathing, focusing my
breath of life directing all my energy on That Spot, I sent out
a request for US to heal this…
Waking
the next morning, feeling the spot, the burning was totally gone,
the area shrunk, forming a tough layer like a scab to protect the
area… By the next day, it was totally gone… GOOD JOB GUYS…
This
choosing thing-----------------REALLY WORKS------------------------
23rd.
Jan. ’05 Sunday
Love
is the answer, no matter the question…
Having
a choice to come into a body, the only thing I can see is to honor
everything, every event, every heart break, every LOVE, every breath,
every year you get to add one more notch on your gun for how long
you’ve stayed in your body, go look at yourself… go on… I’ll wait…
So,
what do you think?... NICE… good job friend… next time when you
look, look deep into your eyes… then get back to me with what you’ve
witnessed… Please… thanks… www.mayanmajix.com
A few
years ago, while I was making my transition from living in Ojai
to Sedona, I was sent though test the likes of which I hadn’t ever
experienced… that’s a book within itself… another time… there’s
a song I would sing, just a few world, sorry I can’t send you the
melody.. here are the words, oh, I learned them while going to Agape
in Los Angeles… {if you’re ever in L.A. Please avail yourselves,
Rev. Michael is AMAZING}
Here
are the words; I RELEASE, AND I LET GO, I LET THE SPIRIT
RUN MY LIFE, AND MY HEART IS OPEN WIDE, YES I’M ONLY HERE FOR GOD…
NO MORE TROUBLE, NO MORE STRIFF, WITH MY FAITH I SEE THE LIGHT,
I AM HERE IN THE SPIRIT, YES, I’M ONLY HERE FOR GOD…
The
repetition of this song kept me sane, singing for hours… I hadn’t
known about:
When
Ian speaks about “THE MIND” I witness facts that The Mind would
rather be Right then give me the lead, moving me away from this
…
_________________RIGHTNESS___________
or
being DEAD RIGHT… that’s where it could take one in the
event your own personal knowing can see all the shit sitting, squelching
your desire to remain in Love/Joy energy…
By
keeping my focus on ME, totally, Love/Joy is my continued
focus, solid, centeredness… its taken me all this time to understand
what spirit has wanted for me ALWAYS…
We
will be given almost everything we ask for, so make sure you pay
close attention to the words you use…
Puking
words out of your mouth with out LISTENING, REALLY LISTENING,
You’re
creating a disservice to your soul… then to the one you’re speaking
with or to… in the event your mission is to be right, back
up some, take a TIME OUT, re-invent yourself, create the situation
so that the out come is a win/win… when you return from your time
out, when your have a clearer perspective, that means ONLY return
when you’re centered, where you’ll come from Love… after
all this is your foundation… go get some oxy clean… you have a
lot of shit to clean up, maybe not…
Speaking
to someone that you love, why in the world would you want to say
anything that will cause harm? How many times did you say something
you were sorry for? To many to count… doesn’t feel good… and once
the words are out, there’s no taking it back… yeah, saying SORRY
helps, yet, the ‘cut’ is there, the scare is a reminder… THINK
first TALK second… the carpenters rule is: measure twice, cut
once… think twice, speak once…
{I
just made that one up}
We’ve
been so trained to win, that we’ll go to most any lengths to be
right… the end result is, no one is happy, there isn’t a winner…
make you feel good? Don’t
think so… HUMANOID… are you pretending? Or do you REALLY LOVE
your life? Personally, I wouldn’t trade my life for any living
or past person… that’s how I love my life… this is the ultimate
experience, I wouldn’t want to miss it for the world….
Some
times things just pop into my mind, then I write them, for instance:
Now
is the time for all good men to come to the aid of their country/people.
Learned
that one in typing class… 7th or 8th grade…
Do
you know how the “star” people view us earth people? They view us
as “Barbaric.” I agree, we are a barbaric race… Look at us… Men
against his neighbor, drive by shootings, war, Power struggles…
the list goes on, you know them as well as I do… what’s the deal,
are we that desperate that “Love thy neighbor.” Doesn’t hold water…
what’s up with that?
How
many more will we loose before “WE” get it? Who will remain to rebuild
Mother Earth? Who wants to? I DO, I DO… The Garden of Eden is
around the corner… I’m going to experience this, I’ve been waiting
my entire life… now is the time… I’ve chosen this… how grand…
how exciting…
Keeping
your wits about you, your intuition will never desert you, you might
desert your intuition by allowing your MIND to run the show…
DON’T GIVE IT THE LEAD! Do you Grok it? {Stranger is a
strange land} I read that 30 years ago… it’s still a great book…
Here’s
another, if I hadn’t mentioned this earlier…
Ann
Rand her book… Atlas Shrugged… everything she wrote about {some
50 years ago} is what’s happening on earth today… great reading…
Did
you know that some ten million ‘witches’ we burned at the stake
for using their intuition? If you didn’t have a plausible explanation
for how you knew something, you were a witch, bye, bye… using one’s
intuition became unpopular… frightening… the brain washing became
the way of life… in order to stay alive, one had to follow orders…
hum, what’s going on in our today’s world? FEAR, do you think that
most people stay doing what they’ve always done because of fear???
People living in large city’s, everyone’s fear is so blatant,
I ‘must’ go to work, I must pay my credit card debt,
I must entertain my children, taking away their individuality,
these children have no imagination… I can’t ever remembering hearing
me say I was board when I was growing up… there was so much to do,
we made up game all day long… we didn’t have our parents take us
for a “play date”… good god, what have we done?
We’ve
come a long way on one hand, and on the other, we haven’t progressed
at all…
“Let
go of the shore, see who’s in there with you and celebrate.” Man
oh Man, the Hopi message is so simple… “Keep your head above water.”
Look
at EVERYTHING you do and say, remain ethical, life is truly simple,
no more looking over your shoulder to see if someone is watching…
24th
Jan…
Two
more days … Ian’s Birthday… 12/sun
We’ve
been hangin around our condo, finishing up paper… once in a while
someone, or a couple of people will drop by… we love this, we don’t
invite this very often, being we’re on a mission… when we visit,
or mission alters direction, it’s a perfect direction, don’t miss
understand me… today was a day a couple came by, they were filled
with excitement, and gratitude for what Ian and I are doing… they
see for themselves that being ethical creates joy… there’s so much
enthusiasm, an abundance of appreciation… we’re doing this for all
humanity…
We
were standing outside just a little while ago, {it’s 10:30p.m.}
looking at the moon, tomorrow is the full moon… ok, I’m back… the
moon had a moon bow that illumined the sky… Ian and I talked about
how grateful we are that ‘they’/ we/ all of us… chose this time,
this place to be with one another, to create this magic that WE
are witnessing…
We
are dancing with grace and ease through this, we are blessed,
Filled with blessings,
Allowing them to over flow onto Mother Earth… W O W …
25th
Jan.
Reading
this book that was sent to Ian, via email, {it will be posted soon
on mayanmajix} please, when you see it, read the entire book, it’s
blowing me away… Title: HOW I CLOBBERED EVERY BUREAUCRATIC CASH-
CONFISCATORY AGENCY KNOWN TO MAN…
written by Mary Elizabeth: Croft
She
has many quotes, here’s a little blurb from T. Jefferson about
The Media
“The
man who never looks into a newspaper is better informed than he
who reads them; inasmuch as he who knows nothing is nearer to the
truth than he whose mind is filled with falsehoods and errors.
It is a melancholy truth that a suppression of the press could not
more completely deprive the nation of its benefits than is done
by its abandoned prostitution to falsehood.”
One
more; “The great mass of people … will more easily fall victim
to a big lie than to a small one. What luck for rulers that men
do not think”
ADOLF HITLER
You’ll
love this one: in 1992, George H. Busch told White House reporter
Sarah McClendon: If the people were to ever find out what we
have done, we would be chased down the streets and lynched.
Laws
can’t compel; they can only protect. If the law doesn’t protect
me, the law doesn’t apply to me… hence, there is only one law –
the golden rule and the breaking of this law results in the infringement
upon the life, liberty, property, or rights of a natural being who
has every right to seek just compensation for the injury.
Mary
had been asked; “So, you think you are above the law…” of course,
I am above the law. Bob Dylan said, “to live outside the law you
must be honest”. It makes me more honorable. The creator is always
above the created. If man made laws, then man is above what he made.
I never said I was above the Creator’s laws…
KNOW
THYSELF REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE…
The Matrix is a system, Neo, That system is our enemy, and when
you’re inside, and look around, what do you see? Businessmen, Teachers,
Lawyers, Carpenters, the very minds of the people we are trying
to save. But until we do, these people are still a part of the
system and that makes them our enemy. You have to understand; most
of these people are not ready to be unplugged, and many of them
are so inured, so hopelessly dependent on the system, that they
will fight to protect it… Morpheus --- The Matrix
Red pill Blue pill, you choose…
30th January 2005
On the 27th, we went to Phoenix, my giddiness was almost outa control…
The Government building is a few years old, huge glass structure,
theres nothing in this building that would say, “come, come,
happy you’re here.” no welcome matt, no plants, its
sterile… The floors are polished where you can see your reflection,
walls are white, glass enclosed offices, yet there’s no exterior
windows, prison is what came to mind, a high class prison…
anyway, we, { Ian, Gary, Patricia and me} had the LAST of our papers,
SIGNED SEALED, and on Monday, the 31st, theY will be delivered…
OH MY GAWD, two plus years, we’ve been at this, for over two
years, amazing, we’ve talked about what we will be doing once
we get paid… WOW… this will be happening within the
next two weeks… The Garden of Eden will become a reality…
If you want to join me in building our Garden please, let me know…
write to me… matty@mayanmajix.com
… Tell me about you, what is your passion? How do you see
yourself being a part of this NEW WORLD?
Ayn Rand wrote about it, when I read Atlas Shrugged, some 30 years
ago. I knew in my entire being I would recreate that New World,
Eden, while I CONTINUE TO HAVE the energy and excitement to live
it…
Its time, our time… living our true passion is all the creator
every wanted for all The Children, come play…
On the 26th, Ian’s birthday, I asked him what he wanted to
do? “Mexican Food, that sounds really good, eat Mexican food,
that’s what I want to do.” Cool, Ian, Jonne, C. Joy,
and her new friend Wes, went to Javelina Cantina, there was a 15
minute wait for our table, in the front of the restaurant, they
have a gift section, on a wooden tree, there were hand puppets,
little animals, moose, bunnies, etc… taking one, putting my
hand in, walking over to Ian, I sang Happy Birthday, he giggled,
then I walked over to Jonne, and
C. Joy, making the bunny’s hands move, making nice on Jonne’s
face… she giggled, fun, when I went to return this and choose
another, there stood a boy about 9 or 10, he looked up at me, I
asked him which one he wanted to choose, he shrugged his shoulders,
I asked if he wanted me to choose one for him, he said, “NO.”
then immediately turned to walk away…
How sad was my thought, that this sweet child would not, could
not allow himself joy, to play, to be the child he was intended
to be… was he brain washed? Was he told “don’t
talk to crazy ladies who want you to be and have fun?” Then
3 ladies walked in, I still had the bunny on my hand, making it
look real, the ladies were paying attention to me/the bunny, I spoke
with them, saying there’s an entire tree of hand puppets to
play with, “come join me, be 6 or 5.” They shook their
heads, rejecting my invitation… they said they were going
to sit at the bar while waiting for they’re table, I told
them if they went to the bar with a puppet, they would get a free
drink, {I made that up.} they wouldn’t take me up on that
either… well, they wouldn’t want to come to Our Garden…
Oh Well… Ever Ever Land is there for those who can allow themselves
to enjoy the fruits of joy/love that the creator wants for us…
Are you facing the truth about your life? This is Your reality,
your dreams, hope’s, desires for you now time, are you doing/living
your passion? Are you Reading newspapers, watching the news, witnessing
the lies’ that are being perpetrated upon US…
Let go of the shore, see who’s in there with you… This
is OUR time for celebration… celebrate good times, COME ON…
Our wagon train is on the move, more and more are wanting to join,
there’s and eagerness, a child like excitement, I am so grateful
for the energy… Our collective energy is what’s propelling
us to move at the rate, flow, and intent that is creating our reality…
this creation itself is the motion, the motivator for the light
to continue it’s journey…
W E L C O M E A B O A R D…..
31st January…
Seeing in another the courage that wasn’t available in the
self…
Truth can be terrifying!
Authur C. Clarke’s Third Law; “Any sufficiently advanced
technology is indistinguishable from magic.”
Everything you’ve grown up to believe is a lie… scary
thought, maybe true…
When people become confident enough, maybe lazy enough, and stop
asking whether there’s another way to see the universe, evolution
makes perfect sense… most people convinced themselves to stop
looking for explanations…
In this evolution, what had been lost is common sense…
Over time, things always proceed from order to disorder…
WERE ARE THE SHINNING ONES
They’re here?
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