Matty's Journal
May 2010

12 /Storm

 

L I F E

 

Tragedy or Comedy

watering my garden, feeling all the magical energy surrounding me.

Singing songs with the birds of joy, contentment, gratitude & Love.

 

Then what came was this;

“I'm full of life, vibrant, healthy, yet when it comes to where

people put their attention, it is showing me that 'illness', dying, takes

immediate attention.”

 

Gary's mom is 90, had he thought about visiting her?

NO

his brother calls to say, Neil died, (another brother)

what's up with 'us' humans, why do we wait until there's

devastation before we come together from that wonderful place of love.

 

These thoughts kept coming, Krista (Jo-e's partner) dad

seems to be loosing his battle with life, Krista and sometimes

Jo-e will hop a plane to be with Krista's dad. In the event

he were 'well', these visits wouldn't be happening.

So, I'm thinkin, maybe I will get really sick, then my

children will come visit.

Seems that being healthy isn't getting them here.

 

13 / Sun

 

why are we cruelest to the ones we love the most?

Is there an entitlement to abuse those closest to us?

Seems we treat 'strangers', pets, others outside of our inner circle

with more respect then the one's inside the circle.

 

Could it be that we've lost something along the way of 'discovery'

of who we are when we're with one person compared to another?

Children abuse their parents, parents abuse their children,

husbands abuse their wife's, wife's abuse their husbands,

partners in general seem to think that its ok to vent they're unkindness

onto their partner.

Abuse in any form is not ok.

As humans, we have a right to express our emotions, yet

to 'blast' another is NOT appropriate in any form.

Being 'Love' is the foundation that creates 'magic'.

Why would anyone want to 'choose' violence, fear, anger over Love!

Doesn't make any sense to me.

Right now, in this 'time and place' it's imperative that we

(the collective we)

take a step forward, pay close attention to each word used

from the self and others.

In the event you're feeling agitated, give yourself a 'time out'

take a power walk, move your body, get the energy moving.

Stop eating junk food, stop the sodas.

Put sand in your gas tank, see how far it will take you.

 

Eating junk food is tantamount to putting sand in your gas tank.

It's understandable why so many people are addicted to junk food,

MSG

this substance creates a craving for 'more'.

Its a dangerous 'excitotoxin' that would be best to avoid.

John E. Erib

author of “The Slow Poisoning of America”

there may be an actual chemical responsible for the massive obesity epidemic.

 

Allowing our children to eat this way, giving them soda, sweet juices in

their bottles. What's wrong with this picture?

 

Our children are the future, we're killing their brain by feeding

them foods that won't support their body, mind and spirit.

It's all about being conscious what you put into your body,

pay attention, feel the food, taste every bit, put your fork down

in-between each bit, that way you might find you will chew longer,

taste, take smaller bits, enjoy the meal while your eating.

There's an entirely new experience when you 'put' your attention on each bit.

And in the event you have a desire to shed some pounds, you might be amazed

that by eating slower, tasting each bit, you might find you won't

eat as much.

Just because the food is on your plate, doesn't mean it 'must' fit inside

your body.

If not now, when???

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this is a fun read

enjoy.

 

When Insults Had Class
These glorious insults are from an era before the English language got
boiled down to 4-letter words.


The exchange between Churchill & Lady Astor:
She said, "If you were my husband I'd give you poison."
He said, "If you were my wife, I'd drink it."

A member of Parliament to Disraeli: "Sir, you will either die on the
gallows or of some unspeakable disease."
"That depends, Sir," said Disraeli, "whether I embrace your policies or
your mistress."

"He had delusions of adequacy." - Walter Kerr

"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." -
Winston Churchill

"I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great
pleasure."  Clarence Darrow

"He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the
dictionary." - William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway).

"Thank you for sending me a copy of your book; I'll waste no time
reading it." - Moses Hadas

"I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I
approved
of it." - Mark Twain

"He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends.." - Oscar
Wilde

"I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a
friend.... if you have one." - George Bernard Shaw to Winston Churchill
"Cannot possibly attend first night, will attend second.... if there is
one." -  Winston Churchill, in response.

>"I feel so miserable without you; it's almost like having you here." -
Stephen Bishop

"He is a self-made man and worships his creator." - John Bright

"I've just learned about his illness. Let's hope it's nothing trivial."
- Irvin S. Cobb

"He is not only dull himself; he is the cause of dullness in others."
- Samuel Johnson

"He is simply a shiver looking for a spine to run up." - Paul Keating

"In order to avoid being called a flirt, she always yielded easily." -
Charles, Count Talleyrand

"He loves nature in spite of what it did to him." - Forrest Tucker

"Why do you sit there looking like an envelope without any address on
it?" - Mark Twain

"His mother should have thrown him away and kept the stork." - Mae West

"Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go.." -
Oscar Wilde

"He uses statistics as a drunken man uses lamp-posts.. . for support
rather than illumination. " - Andrew Lang (1844-1912)

"He has Van Gogh's ear for music." - Billy Wilder

"I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." -

Groucho Marx

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Do you believe in Magic

Remembering those precious times as a small child

while walking along, spotting a 'rock', something had me pick it up.

Rolling it around in my hand, feeling the energy that it shared with me.

Sometimes I would put it in my pocket, other times I would put it back on the ground.

I know you've had the same experience, finding a 'heart' shaped rock, or

something that triggered a memory.

You might have taken it home, keeping it near, being the day that it was found

continues to bring a smile, a warm fuzzy feeling, like a song that brings back

that amazing time, in that instant you're right there, right in the heart where

love was felt.

We've come full circle, hundreds or maybe thousands of years ago,

precious stones, crystals, herbs were all 'sacred', they were warn as 'amulet'

to protect oneself, they were buried with their owner to carry them into

the 'other world' .

Mother Earth continues to present 'magical' stones for those who are

aware of the 'healing' properties, they share their energy with the 'owner'

there are some that resonate more powerfully with one, and the same

stone or crystal will have no energy at all.

They have been known to enhance ones consciousness, open portals to

other dimensions. They have healing properties, they are 'magic'. . .

The Galactic Transformer stones have been known to accentuate

numerous insightful images, clarity, centerdness, and a profound sense of love.

I've been wearing mine for over a year, the emotions I feel catapult me,

in the past, I might have wanted to obliterate those emotions that would

upset me, now, I am present to all the emotions, allowing them to filter thru.

The difference, NO JUDGMENT.

Everything is in the perfection of the divine.

www.galactictransformer.com

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Favor

The favor of God is upon me

All things are perfect as they are

His will is my life and my life is His experience

I will learn in this earth school all the lessons

of Love, Life and Spirituality until my soul awakens

and finds itself in the oneness of all things

a shared dream by all who walk this earth

with personal veils of life that separate our path

leading us to our individual awakenings

Each growing and healing our souls to the

Immortal perfection that always was but

without recognition

Every life experience is for me

If embraced in thanks it elevates me

If I run or hide, it chases me

when I see it as Life I can embrace it

when I see it with good or bad

I run from it without understanding

but it always returns until I see it for what it is

because it is me

my vision has been opened and I can see

that all things have been created to complete me

Every law, every emotion, every experience is designed

to bring forth in me my rebirth into all that I am

I shout without saying a word

the favor of God is upon me.

Lori Lawson

11 / Serpent

Resolution

Eleven assists every new creation to find its place in the Universe.

Serpent / Chicchan

Strong-willed, extremist and charismatic,

energy with the sprouted snake leading its way to the sun.

Championing ideas and causes is the call of the day.

4 pm, sitting at my computer, the house shook, glass shattered.

No one else was in the house, I walked into the other room to see the window,

glass all over the place, a huge tree covered the entire view.

Opening the back door, there was no escape.

 

I walked out the front door, around the back to see this 100 year old

Mulberry tree covering our cars, and the pump house, only by

the grace of God we were all safe.

Spirit was out on the lawn, Gary out in the field, neighbor Andy

watched as this tree lost its footing, not being able to move, he stood in awe,

yet knowing it wasn't going to hit him.

 

When I approached Gary, he and Andy were assessing our new 'challenge'

being the day was coming to a close, knowing that another time is when we

tackle this. Making phone calls, seeing who might have the tools to remove 'her'

'tree' feel across the drive way, it felt as though there were a shadow of

darkness in the house, being the picture window was broken out, 'tree'

covering the entire space.

 

We have two ponds in the yard, I filled a bucket so that the toilet could be used.

I said to Gary, “when you've lived in a 3^rd world country, you become aware of how

creative you become.”

I filled a huge pot of water from the pond, boiled it to wash dishes.

Life goes on no matter what.

 

By Thursday, we had our water reconnected. Nice.

What could have been a disaster, turned out to be an opportunity,
the neighbors came to see what they could do to assist.

we had power, there is light in the house.

 

Breathing in the divine presents that surrounds me, feeling love,

gratitude, and a great appreciation that I am here to share my

adventure.

 

I see all things as the experience for this moment, to recognize the gift

being presented.

 

Gary and I have cleared most of the tree, the larger portion will be cleared by

others who have the equipment.

While driving home on Tuesday, I had the thought of putting a sale sign

on the van, it isn't comfortable, Spirit doesn't want to get into it.

He looks at me when I ask if he want to go for a ride.

The idea for having it was for us to take road trips, yet, being its 18 yrs old.

It needs more work and funds then I'm willing to invest.

I know I will be shown, and given what is needed, not putting any of

what 'I' believe 'should' be. Allowing Source to present whats next.

My 15 year old grandson Cole sent me a card, he wrote:

“Dear Nan,

Happy Mothers Day,

Every time I see you

I warm up. My heart feels safe, and it smells

like roses in the air.

I love you so much.

Love Cole”

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Star lite, star bright, first star I've seen tonight

wish I may, wish I might, have the wish I

wish tonight.

 

My sister taught me this when I was around 6 or 5,

I wished for continued peace, to always have family around.

(sure I used different words then)

Now, it's more than a wish, it's how I live, peace, gratitude,

LOVE.

The energy that I'm feeling, (I'm sure you are also)

has expanded, it continues to expand. Channels are opened that

hadn't exposed themselves until now.

Awareness & clarity where a veil had been sitting, now with

the veil exposed/removed, I'm witnessing this acceleration as a

quantum leap into alter-net dimensions.

 

I've been experiencing, (what I will call) time travel.)

Relaxing into that quiet place where I'm the only one allowed.

While there, through deep breathing, I've visited 'ME'

in my 'new' home, speaking with 'me', knowing that 'me' in

this 3D world will have the experience.

 

I went to visit today, I've declared this land as mine,

sharing my vision with others, having them 'feel' the energy from me,

our 'SAFE HOUSE' awaits our arrival.

 

When I transport myself there, I'm so giddy, when I was young,

the family would go to the Pier in Santa Monica California

Pacific Ocean Park or

P.O.P. As we so dearly named it.

Cotton candy, candy apples, roller coaster.

.10c a ride, the roller coaster hung out over the ocean. Loved the thrill of it,

the smell of the ocean. Wide blowing thru my hair, shifting from side to side

in the carriage that carried the cars up to infinity, the thrill of racing down.

 

Daddy would give the man another dime, I was in for the thrill.

One more time, one more time.

 

I talk about this 'Evolution of Consciousness' to very few,

being most people are aware there's a 'difference' yet

they truly don't have a clue as to what is occurring.

I'm so grateful to have our Mayan Majix family.

To have 'like' minds to share

our dreams, family that resonates so we know we're in this as a

collective.

Interdependent.

 

The way 'Villages' run, where everyone that resides here

knows their purpose.

How easy life is, being with the 'ONE', acknowledging source, being in

total gratitude for every experience that is 'gifted' to each of us.

Without each and every experience we've had, in the event

one of the experiences had been different, who we are

wouldn't be. We would be 'that', instead of 'this'...

and of course, then the that would be this.

Its all so comical

our minds want to complicate everything, it's clear when I'm out,

clearly off center, as soon as I recognize that I'm off center,

changing the 'Chanel' becomes instant.

 

When Maia (my granddaughter) was seven, Jo-e asked her if she

hears stuff in her head that she doesn't like, without missing a beat

she said, “Auntie, I change the chanel”

 

Maia is 10 now, she's changing chanels all the time. She's amazing.

Awe, the children.