CHANGES
My
mind was wondering, looking for a solution, then I asked, “what is the
question?” It didn’t appear. No question, well, no wonder there’s no
solution.
Knowing
that the ONLY reality is change and LOVE, then asking
myself, “why am I putting so much energy in looking for AN answer.
Looking
at the power of the WORDS I use, knowing they either support my soul, or suck
energy from me.
I
had made a commitment that “I WILL BE IN LA FOR THAKSGIVING, AND MY BIRTHDAY,” Wanting to be with
my family. The date I had set was the 20th Nov. well here
it is, and there it goes.
Re-looking
at the word, COMMITMENT, being committed to. . . there was no, or little room for
comfort/change.
Once
altering my language, seeing that what ‘I’ wanted, and what Source/Gaia wants
for me are the same, the timing is in divine order.
Giving
up ‘control’ over what ‘I’ want, and in the time frame of ‘MY’ desires
Then
the freedom returned, it felt as though I had been
carrying a 100lb bar bell across my shoulders. There was physical relief. Yeah.
So,
the van hasn’t shown up. I’ve put
posters in every corner of this town, on creigslist,
auto trader. I’m clear I’m not to leave
at this time. Being my son is in
Santa Barbara
, FIRE. . .
My
road trip will start in the perfect moment. So all there is at this time is to relax. Being with
my ‘soul’ family here. Having thanksgiving and my birthday here. I know this is right, it FEELs right, all the
discomfort is gone. Joy/ contentment has taken its place.
My
1986 Chevy Caprice Classic is shined and ready for her new owner.
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Sure
learn a lot about myself living in a small trailer with Spirit and Gary.
Remembering how to bath by pouring water from a bucket over
me. We had
been here for 6 weeks before we had hot water. Today (6/Deer) is 8 weeks that we came onto this
land. I’ve never seen a bigger sky then
in this location. Watching the sun rise
in the east, watching it set in the west. The colors that dance while the sun
is making it’s last show of the day.
Trees that are still golden, loosing their leaves.
The
Emus have laid 5 eggs, big black eggs. They love
being massaged, I love touching them, from the peacock ranch to emus, wild, wonderful. There’s chickens, one of them sits on
my lap. What a hoot.
I’ll
get some pic’s and send them
on.
I’m
so grateful for this life, for being connected to you in this way.
I
love hearing from you. I really do. So many sisters and brothers in
South Africa
, I love you guys, I love what you’re doing, how
you’re getting Ian’s message to our tribe there, and
Australia
,
Germany
. Wow.
My
joy runs over, filling my cup with ‘LOVE’
Blessings
dear Mayan Majix Family, Blessings
