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May 2008


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May 14, 2008

12/ Flint


I never know what the days gift is, the present appears when ever it does, today while walking through The Enchanted Forest, feeling such immense love, sharing energy with all the trees, and the grass, all of everything. 


Returning from our walk, Spirit went his way, I went mine, he hung around with Gary , Casey and Coco .  ( Coco is a black lab, precious little girl, she’s a year and a half.) 


Checking on the tomato plants we repotted the other day, they’re happy, I sing to them, telling them how much I love them. 

 Yesterday it rained.  Oh how I love the rain. When it rains, Spirit won’t go out. He has the most amazing bladder.  I’ll open the door, he turns and goes into the bedroom and lies down.  I haven’t found a way to move a 130lb. dog.


Today the sky is filled with chem. Trails, sitting amongst  them was a ‘space craft’.  They’ve been hangin around here for as long as I’ve been living in this spot. 


So comforting, knowing, seeing and feeling one another.


Walking back into the house, there was a energy shift that took me! 

Watching it, (it being my emotions)  stepping outside, being witness of this, boy words are failing here,  I’ll keep writing, they will return,


Sitting on the couch,  closing my eyes, the visual was me on a surf board riding the most fantastic wave I’ve ever rode.


The ride is over when its over, I’m hangin ten, feel like I could fly. 

  So, whatever E-MOTION  shows up.  Ride the wave.  You’re on your board, feeling the warm breeze all over your body. The smell of salt air permeates your entire being. Your blissed out. Feeling the adrenaline pumping through my veins. Accelerated heart beat. What a rush. ALLOW, ALLOW, ALLOW.

This is what was chosen for my script of the day.  I’m playing my part to the ‘9’s’  .  .  .   How about you?


Sister in Maui and I have been bringing in the Ancient Maya,  Ian’s hangin out with them.  They’re very excited about me being their spokes person, the one that is presenting what ‘They’ want the world to be apprised of..  

Everything appears in the perfect moment.  I know you’ve experienced what I’m saying here.  Remember that first kiss.  The first time you looking into her eyes, you knew something, you felt it, your body was telling you stuff you’ve never experienced until that very moment.

That’s what I’m talking about.


Then my mind stepped in;  ‘OK, by the grace of God you were able to handle April, and May’s rent, June is quickly approaching, lets get this handled so I don’t have to ‘THINK’ about it.’


That’s when I sat on the couch and the surf board visual come.

Funny, I’ve never surfed.  Go figure.


So, now that I’ve pucked all this stuff out, I’ve turned the page on my script, this is a funner page, I’m going to the market.  I have my basket that I’ve decorated with peacock feathers, lined with mink.  Everyone knows me by my basket, great attention getter.


I’m so excited about sharing this with you,  Chris created a visual that I’m sure will excite you as it had for me and for Mike.


This is so great, everyone that’s paying attention, creating a reality, not through a veil of illusion is finding one another.


Thank you dear Chris, blessings, this IS our journey.

Of Conscious Evolution,  part 2




Chris Valentine <> wrote:

Hello Matty,

I'm very new to the Mayan calendar and the great works and insight of Ian, but because I have a curious way of melding found imagery and sound into meaningful videos, a friend ask me to make a "primer" video on the Mayan Calendar for a talk at a local metaphysical bookstore ( Scottsdale , AZ ). After watching a couple of Ian's DVDs it was clear to me he had the message so directly that I had to take ( and rearrange a bit) his words to create this short vignette...   



May 22, 2008

“Every dark shadow is threatened by the Morning Light.”


7/ Transformer


Balance / Reason


In our world of ‘uncertainty’ where one lives is essential.


Balance is the center point, flat line from Father Sky,

To Mother Earth.

Grounded solidly into the roots that carry all the nutrients

to the rest of the body.


When the root system is cared for, nurtured, fed, loved.

The fruits appear, sharing its abundance with all whom come, the energy

experience is shared, mutual exchange, freedom to explore, all is in perfect harmony with the divine.


Some have asked me how I remain as happy as I am.

They ask from a inquiring place.

My experience is magical.

I live in  paradise.

There’s love everywhere.

Wonderful food to eat.

Beautiful music to dance to.

Ah, the list goes on.


Knowing I’ve always been taken care of.

I’m here experiencing it all.

That’s where ‘happy’

Comes from.



~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~



So, how often do you allow your mind to have the last word?


Balance  or  Reason, hum.


When ever I take something ‘personal’, the ‘reason’ its personal is, my mind told me so.  My mind said, “that wasn’t nice, they shouldn’t have said that to me, I’ll tell them a thing or two when I see them next time.”

(that was lame)

What about the war?

What is your mind telling your about the war?

What is your mind telling you about our government?

About your job.  ( J ust  O ver  B roke)

Your relationship.?

The car you’re driving?


What reason have you been giving yourself that stops you from living the life you love?


Body breaking down?

Put on a few more pounds then your comfortable with?

One day you’re feelin great, the next, well, you get the picture.


‘Reason’ is the root cause of everything we’re experiencing now.


The foundation that this ‘reason’ sits on is greed.


We need more money coming in,  ‘wag the dog’  I’ll fund both sides, this will be the war of wars, we’ll so blind side the people they won’t know which way to look.  We’ll make it so they beg us to take care of them.   First we’ll make it inviting to buy homes, then we’ll pull the rug right our from under their feet. We’ll  steal all their property.   We don’t have to tell them when we change the rules. They’re only a bunch of sheep, waiting to be slaughtered.


That’s a news flash you won’t hear on CNN.


Don’t trust the man behind the curtain!


Message from Matthew


May 21, 2008


This is Matthew with loving greetings. I wish to speak first about the recent events in Myanmar and China that caused such great death tolls and vast destruction. As tragic and shocking as these events were for grief-stricken families, who are dealing also with overwhelming hardships in their survival, I shall give you the higher purpose and meaning of these happenings. Some of the persons had completed their pre-birth agreements, but most of the tens of thousands who made transition at those times or from injuries since then had made soul level requests to be relieved of arduous physical lifetimes, and divine grace granted their petitions. Not only did that release the negativity formed by their having to endure very difficult, often terrorizing circumstances that exceeded karmic experiences they had chosen, but these souls who entered Nirvana in such great numbers now are sending light energy to reduce the negativity that is remaining in their former home areas. 


In addition to those souls’ invaluable service to Earth, a great amount of negativity long-stored within the planet was released and transmuted into light by the wild storm and earthquake. Even the lamentable fact that weather technology used with malevolent intent was a major factor in both events doesn’t alter the beneficial cleansing effects that are essential for Earth’s healing and ascension. And, although it may be hard to imagine how the devastation could have been even more extensive, it would have been without off-planet forces’ technology that decreased the power of the water and wind and reduced the effects of the quake and its aftershocks. Although the trauma and suffering of survivors is incalculable in human emotions, far more light than negativity has been generated in the aftermath of the two massive events.


Another great amount of light evoked by those not-so-natural disasters is coming from the worldwide outpouring of sympathy and compassion, and assistance efforts where they are allowed. This is an example of third density duality running its course: The heartfelt offers of food, shelters, medical care and funds are evidence of the magnification of positive energy at work, and refusal of that desperately needed aid is the magnification of negative energy. Yes, energy itself is neutral, but it carries tentacles, or attachments, of light (positive) or darkness (negative) in accordance with the initiators’ motives, and the opposing motives in the aid issue is duality playing itself out.


More evidence of this dual energetic influence are the ever increasing numbers of stories about people in all walks of life, from small townships to national and international bodies, who have been engaged in such as sexual molestation, embezzlement, bribery, robbery, illegal business negotiations, child pornography and blatant lies; and at the other end of this particular spectrum is the truth being disclosed.  Eventually there will be no “sacred cows” remaining as nefarious activities even in long-honored institutions keep emerging into the limelight. This “housecleaning” within governments, religions, banking, corporations, education, commerce, medicine and health care—every source that has been instrumental in forming your beliefs and conscripting your activities—will continue until all those sources of deception and corruption have been purged. This spiritual and moral cleansing is in tandem with, and is as imperative to your world as the geographic cleansing, so please don’t feel dismayed or disgusted as one after another of these exposures comes forth—instead, welcome their “coming to light” because each is another step forward to Earth’s Golden Age.  


We understand the grave concerns about the tattered economy in the United States that has boomeranged around the globe. Most who are facing monetary problems may be even more deeply affected as the entire economic system continues unraveling to make way for a sound basis of all currency and a fair allocation of the world’s resources. The improvisations of those in control of banking and commerce to keep money circulating will be to no avail because the strategies are designed to keep the current system intact—that is, to keep wealth flowing into the hands of those who already have amassed immense fortunes. The intended principal byproduct of the flailing economy is fear, and I believe that all readers know the reason the dark-minded ones want to keep the fear factor thriving.  Do not aid and abet them!


Contrary to what may seem sensible, holding fast to all your money, this is a time to share as generously as you can with those in greater need than you. When this is done not as an obligation with a sense of sacrifice, but lovingly from your heart, you set in motion energy that brings abundance in return. It may not be “in kind,” but the universal law of attraction that always is operating will bring blessings into your life that you will recognize as such. We realize that many of you have no dollars to spare, so please know that sharing your time through some kind of volunteer service has the same effect when done with a loving heart. Trading, or bartering, foodstuffs, talents and skills, equipment and tools—whatever one has that someone else needs and vice versa—can serve you well until the new system of economy and commerce is firmly established, and even then it can be a most satisfying exchange of goods and services. 


Please remember that some of what you see that is worrisome, even abhorrent to society—violence in any form; theft; drugged children and adults, whether by prescription or “illegally”; unjust laws and fraudulent convictions; growing numbers of homeless and unemployed; torture; school dropouts—is “perpetrators” and “victims” completing karmic lessons so they never again have to experience third density lifetimes. Even so, all of these souls benefit from the healing energy of prayer, and the dark-minded ones whose intentions and actions are way outside their soul contracts are in the most desperate need of the light in prayer—prayers for Earth and all of her life forms is one of the most valuable contributions anyone can make. There is light within hope, too. Hope provides a major difference in your outlook and correspondingly affects the people close to you—the energy of hope, just like the energy of a smile, ripples its benefits out into your world.


Attention is being given around the globe to the United States presidential candidates. Despite the rigged primary elections to favor Hillary Clinton and John McCain’s supporters waffling because he himself waffles, soon it will be glaringly apparent that Barack Obama’s greater popularity among voters will be sustained. Thus free will choices of the majority have been made and now, without influencing those choices one whit, we can reveal that in the energy field of potential, Obama’s momentum always was unstoppable, and we can tell you that this highly evolved soul with many lifetimes as a wise and just leader came from a spiritually and intellectually advanced civilization specifically to rise to his current prominence. At soul level he knows this is his mission, but consciously he is aware only of his innate leadership abilities and genuine intent to serve his nation as he so states; in time he will become consciously aware of his origin and purpose for embodying in this lifetime. Once he is in office, some darkly-intentioned persons expect to control him just as they and others before them have controlled a succession of US presidents and many members of Congress. However, that vicious kind of governing is at an end, and contrary to the protestations of Hillary Clinton that this race is not over, she and other top Illuminati know they are witnessing the demise of their “secret government”; therefore, the Obama family members are among the most intensely light-protected persons on Earth.  


While that election is of undeniable importance, foment leading to benevolent changes in other countries’ governments is of paramount significance too. The myriad reforms underway span the globe—WORLD transformation is what is occurring—and in time, every leader in every nation will be a lighted soul. The darkness that has deluged Earth and deluded her peoples from before your recorded history is behind the wars whose victors created national boundaries to enrich themselves. “One World Government” has a dreadful connotation, and rightly so because it is associated with the Illuminati’s plan to rule everyone on the planet that this cabal deems worthy of life, those who will serve their purposes, and eliminate all others. Not only has that plan been battered into oblivion with only maddened minds still clinging to a broken concept, but we assure you, you will greet with elation your world when borders and citizenship pale by comparison with the peaceful and harmonious cooperation agreed upon by all peoples everywhere. 


Congratulations are in order, and we joyously extend them to all whose minds and hearts are focusing on spiritual renewal and no longer dwelling on mundane matters.  Yet we see as well that too many lightworkers still lapse into fear with each dire prediction or outright claim about various situations.  Also many feel that as Earth keeps ascending into higher frequencies, they will be left behind because they haven’t discovered their “mission” in this unique time in the universe, or they greatly desire to communicate telepathically and this still eludes them. So I believe it will be helpful if I address these issues again. 


Surely all who are familiar with my messages or the books know the dark power of fear, so I won’t repeat that, but if you wish a reminder, there is a great deal of material that you can easily locate [use the search feature or the book/message index on]. Therefore I shall say only that there will be NO nuclear war and NO one on Earth can start a war in space; NO extraterrestrial civilization will invade and conquer your planet; the cleansing process will NOT flood millions of square miles of land and cause billions of deaths; there will be NO need for spacecraft to rescue you just before your planet upends itself or to live underground when you are returned; the millions who speak against US administration policies will NOT be rounded up and put in prison camps; NO manmade viruses will be unleashed and cause most of your population to die; there is NO need to invest billions of dollars in gold so economic and governmental reforms can begin.      


I may be forgetting some of the discouraging or fearful-sounding situations in reports that swirl around the Internet, die down for a while and then flare up again.  We urge you, PLEASE do not give even an iota of your energy to fear! Yes, physical bodies will continue to die from all the causes occurring now and the souls will continue their evolution in spirit, but fear has NO part whatsoever in this eternal cycle of life! 


Now then, regarding soul contract “missions,” you can see the “big picture” but not your specific part of the design, so we tell you again, EVERY ONE of you is important or you wouldn’t be where you are! Only a relatively few are needed in primary leadership positions and some are becoming apparent, but many millions will be in support roles that aren’t yet evident because the need is on the horizon, not at the threshold. If you will remember that not only did you choose to live during this unprecedented time on Earth, but you were selected because of your collective lifetime experience, wisdom and spiritual strength that will be needed, you can be patient in the knowledge that when that moment comes, you will intuitively know how to proceed. However, since most missions do not come in one AHA! moment, we want you to know that simply by following your heart, the seat of the soul, you are serving the light and fulfilling the lifetime purpose you signed up for! 


Yes, telepathic connections are opening for some and not yet for others. It is natural that you want to communicate with beloved souls in Nirvana and perhaps with people in other civilizations, but being preoccupied with doing so can be a deterrent in establishing these energy connections. So here again there is a need for patience along with understanding that when there is reason for this communication, it will happen. Be ever mindful that beings from both the light and the darkness are eager to reach you, the former because of love bonds and the latter because they wish to control your thoughts and actions by giving you deceiving information. When you begin to hear strange voices or have thoughts you know are not your own, very likely it is a sign that some soul is trying to contact you. Two steps are imperative: Ask for the protection of the Christed light and demand that only light beings may speak with you, and identify the source of the information. Mother, please insert here the date of the message containing detailed guidelines for telepathic communication [February 18, 2006]. Thank you.


If it were within my province to give you homework assignments, the most important I can think of is KNOW THY GODSELF! Learn to trust your intuition, the messages from your soul to your consciousness, and act upon it. The second assignment would be to read and heed God’s message [August 1, 2007], and following that, read the information about 2012 and set your thoughts and visions in line with that world you powerful souls came to help create. [And then God said…then I said…then He said…Chapter 2012; listed on Matthew’s Messages page beneath January 27, 2008 message]


Keep in the forefront of your thoughts that lighted souls in body or in spirit throughout the universe are with you every step of your journey into Earth’s Golden Age. Some are right there among you assisting in ways that eventually will become known by all, and countless others are beaming light to uplift all of Earth or using their technology to help your ascent into fourth density. And on behalf of all souls at this station I say, our love for each of you is boundless.  






Suzanne Ward

May 25, 2008



10 / 12 Lounge, in Clarkdale AZ.  The ambience is right out of a SoHo Launge, in New York, so cool. Burgundy leather booths. Fantastic bar, long and sleek.  Stage,  with a small dance floor, so perfect, when the floor is filled the energy feels as though we could levitate the entire building..


Sundays are early nights,  from 5 to 9, the Retro’s we’re playing all the songs from the 60’s and 70’s, these is the music I grew up with, good dance music.


Faces are recognized, some names are exchanged.  Other times there’s interaction of energy through words.


   Maui and I are in this awakening energy field she named;

“Internal House Cleaning”


This is my experience;   Bliss/Gut wrenching all rolled up in a tidy embryo.

The gestation period was two months in duration.  The logistics is experiential.  I have four children, Jeff was born second.  At this time he’s chosen to keep to himself, meaning, he and I do not communicate on this playing field.  He has four of my grandchildren.

The last conversation we had, ( a couple of years ago)  there was so much passion coming from his words, they weren’t friendly words.  I’m clear that if he didn’t care he wouldn’t have been so fanatical about his presentation.

   The only way one would be emotional is because there’s a physical sensation that is felt.  With out the sensation, my body, your body will be  neutral.  Love.   It’s all in ones interpretation.



      Remembering my mind is my servant, not the other way around.



At the completion of these two months, what is birthed contains the ‘Memory’.
BEING, ( yes we’ve used this word, we know this word, I’ve know this word, I’ve preached this word, I’ve been the Willow, we all have.}

THIS BEING has a schematic for mine, your,  personal BEINGNESS.

No  attachments. None, no attachment to another, or to THE SELF.

   We’re always at choice, yet, there are so many who haven’t found their truth. The illusion is being exposed. ‘Don’t trust the man behind the curtain’.    Choice yes, always choice.


Searching for words my entire life, its so ironic that at this stage, what ever its called,  seeing how to use fewer words, my expression of love is void of words, with my  heart wide open, shinning loves light, even those moments when my beautiful  3D mind wants to take over,  loving this experience, knowing  this  is the gift for this moment.  the Divine Presence is here.


Back at the 10 / 12 Lounge,  ‘T’  has been on earth for about 50 years. I’ve spoken with him a few times.  His wife committed suicide about 8 or 9 months ago. He told me he feels responsible for her actions. His life right now is about punishing himself by continually repeating the same story over and over.  “I really don’t like people, staying home, havin a beer, watchin T.V.  that’s when I’m the happiest?”   (I put that question mark there, when I heard his story the first time, feeling his  pain, the weight he’s carrying around, then the second time. I’m witnessing his pattern.)  ‘T’ is standing at the bar ordering his beer, he smiles when I approach, we hug, sweet, he’s got a sweet face, welcoming smile, sparkling eyes, and pain wrapping him so tight he doesn’t recognize that its there, as so many walk around with their physical body being in pain, yet they ignore it, having their reasons over rule the body’s need for attention.


   Ok, I’m back.  “Can I buy you a drink?”  Yah.  I order a ‘Lemon Drop’  it’s a  lemon martini, the rim of the glass has sugar.  Oh ya baby, it’s good. 


   “I have a question, what if you could write your own script for you life, just, what if?”  he said,  “It would be ugly.”  “Wow,  let me get this straight, you’re writing your own script, and you’re writing it so its ugly, I’m not sure I understand, how does that feel, to write an ugly script.” 

“I don’t want to be in pain, I want to feel comfortable.”   “Where does want come from ‘T’?  Where does that want live?”  he looked at me, I don’t think he’s ever looked at the question I asked him.  With the repetition comes a habit.  For me growing up, it was sucking my thumb.  There’s a habit that was left behind.  A habit is what is repeated, and repeated, and, you get the picture.  Gary was telling me about a client of his who’s four year old son sleeps with mom and dad.  There comes a time when the boy would be best off to sleep in his own space.  Thinking about this, asking the couple (I didn’t ask THEM, Gary and I were talking, so I asked Gary, now your boy is 16, is he still sleeping with you?”  ‘No.’  “well, when did he stop sleeping with you,  at four years old, of fifteen.  The most powerful place to alter a habit is to recognize you have one.  Drinking more then your body can tolerate.  Your life is in shambles, yet, you won’t stop drinking. 

   ‘T’ repeatedly said,  “I know.”  After the third time, I said;  “If you say I know one more time, I’m gonna punch you, hard, none of us knows shit.”

When you say ‘I Know’,  there’s no place for contribution from anyone. 


   I was visiting my sister, (years ago)  I was driving to visit our aunt. ‘D’ was giving me directions to Aunt Ruthie’s house, a place I’ve visited for more than twenty years.  She was contributing to me, I didn’t have to say, “I know where I’m going, I’ve been here a zillion times.”  Allowing the contribution feels good to her, and to me.  There are words we’ve grown to love this life time, words that have created separation. 


     I know. 





Add your own, I know there’s more.


I got,      ‘T’s’ world got rocked.


  Two other people whom I’ve had conversations with and enjoyed our energy exchange,  they speak themselves as a ‘couple’.   (programming)  She asks me where Gary is.   “Gary and I live together as room mates, we’re not lovers.”  She was surprised, she had Gary and I as a ‘couple’. . .   “We’ve been with one another for over two years, this is the most powerful relationship I’ve ever been in.  What I see is, that being a ‘couple’ seems to lead to ‘ownership’, there’s no freedom in that. The freedom comes from no-thing, ownership is the destructive denominator.  Remember, ‘You’re Not Your Body”. . .  with loves presence, nothing else can appear.  Having two thoughts at the same time,  hum, I don’t think so.   


   She responded with, yes, sex has created all the stuff that has me pull away, not want to be with that person any longer.   “I believe everything is possible, it can work, as long as this ownership thing is recognized for what it is, how to assist and encourage all the ‘love’ with only love. Anything else that is  put on top of the love is;

 ‘The Grand Illusion.’


  Amazing how little there is to say when all there is, is love.

Complaining takes up most of everyone’s desire to connect.

Bob Marley is alive and well through his powerful songs. His words are clear.


  The canal is clear, where I had been stuck was comparing how things had been to where they are now.  The After Birth took all the rest.

Freedom the likes of which I’ve never experienced. Till now.


   Here’s something that just popped up;  the thought came: where my writing had been, to where it is now.  I’m blown away by what is available to me, NOW.  Grand Gift, Big Thank You to Source, all with in me, all. There’s no-thing outside of me.  There’s no-thing outside of you.


   I’ve noticed a huge difference between a conscious thought and a thought that appears.  Right now my conscious thought is, “I’m hungry. Breakfast, hum, steamed veggies.” Bye for now.



Monday, May 26

Most of us think we are physical beings seeking a spiritual experience whereas in truth, it's the other way around. The soul puts on this body suit merely for the purpose of achieving a correction it couldn't achieve in the upper worlds.

That beautiful, fat, deformed, hourglass, scarred, smooth, sexy, ugly body you see in the mirror — we all see something different — is merely a means to an end.

"In most people, the soul feeds the body and keeps it alive, but in the righteous person it is the other way around: The body becomes the slave of the soul; the body cancels its consciousness and is busy serving the soul." — Rav Berg






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