Matty's Journal
March 2007


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28th  February  ‘07


Wild, simply wild, these times, this energy that continues to explode without as though it were a  dynamite stick that was nearly ready to ignite.


Is there something that needs to be done?  No.  There’s only ONE energy field, ONE, the collective ONE, the CREATOR,  which is ALLOWING everything,  EVERYTHING to be as it is, as it always has been, and will continue to be.


13 / Earth,  something about this cycle starting with 1/ Serpent

My Energy. Being my Mayan Birthday is 6 / Serpent. The intensity that

is felt with my personal energy, following the energies daily, recognizing there IS a difference, not a judgment, its an understanding, a place where

the creation is created from.


1st March             1 / Flint


Thinking about the word, UNIQUENESS,  the thought came after watching a child prodigy, she’s 12 years old, an accomplished painter, her work comes from  ‘God’ . . .  So, uniqueness, being unique, in the event we all had the same talents, most likely the word ‘unique’ wouldn’t be in our vocabulary.


It is said that there are no two fingerprints alike.  Seems to me that the same applies to all that resides on our beautiful Mother Earth. Each of us, every human, every blade of grass, in its own way has it’s unique stance.

Each snow flake, grain of sand.


My memory from childhood about viewing my life was comparing myself to others, “they could read better, they were smarter, he was a better artist, she had more fun, she had more freedom, they liked her better then me.”


These thoughts plagued me until I was 18, when I gave birth to my first son.

All the energy I had expounded upon until that point had been outside myself.  The shift was instantaneous, joy, contentment, LOVE, replaced the comparing,  I had a new purpose, knowing that God wanted me to

Put my  attention elsewhere.


Nothing else in the world mattered any longer, the moment I opened my eyes, seeing the magical child, this child that came from my body.  He was the most beautiful baby I’ve ever seen, still is, 45 years later. 




3rd March  07


Leaving my sister house yesterday, driving to Santa Barbara where

My son, daughter~in~love and grandchildren live.  A serge of energy fiercely running through me, words, couldn’t find what was there, yet, tears, weeping in ways I hadn’t experienced since Ian’s departure. 


Lets see,  there’s Ray, {my son}  Jodi  {daughter~in~love}  Reece, Maia, Cole,

Grandchildren,  then Jo~e and Krista, {Jo~e daughter}  there’s so much energy I didn’t know what the hell to do with myself,  the old me would have left, run for the hills.  My system was on overwhelm. 


We left to go on a walk above the ocean, seeing 3 red tailed hawks, this was a first,  being above them rather than looking up at them, seeing them from above, wild,  magnificent.  My energy shifted, calmer, good, we returned, everyone was hungry. . .   getting food ready for the brood, watching my energy shift once again. 


Now were sitting having lunch, the weeping wouldn’t stop,  the beauty of my family is safety,

Safe to be me,  in their desire to have everyone be comfortable, talking about what’s up,  what came was talking about how my life is in Arizona ,  calm, quiet.  So, with four children, Reece’s friend is here also,  and the adults, wow, over the top.   Ray said,  you don’t have the emotions, the emotions have you, you’re being strangled by them.”  When he said this, I felt a shift in what I was experiencing.  They asked what words were there.


Looking to see how the shift could happen so that I can find comfort within the chaos.  The reality is, the chaos only resides inside of me, not outside.


Taking a deep breath, taking a deeper view to my life, I love my family sooo much, we’ve created a sanctuary, weather we’re with one another or not, supporting one another’s life, giving space to ‘BE’ no matter what.  Allowing everything, truly no judgments. 


When my mother was here, and my children were young, she struggled with having my children at her home,  I never could understand,  now I do.


The weeping is the struggle, struggling with wanting desperately to be with them, loving them from a place in my heart that only my family sits. So to feel all this discomfort, to struggle with having them be around, I was having a conflict within my soul. 


I find this adventure so very unique,  they, {Jo~e and Ray}

 Struggled with how they saw me,their mother live,

 when Ian and I were homeless, living by the stream, not knowing where we would go next, where our next meal would come from.  I didn’t know this.  Ian and I didn’t have these concerns,  we fished for our meals, finding herbs along the stream.  We were living it, no problem, they weren’t with us to see that we were doing great.


Have you ever done something that you’ve thought was so great for everyone concerned, yet when it come to the event, no one was pleased.  The reason being, you hadn’t asked ahead of time how they viewed what was coming.

Ray invited people over, wanting to have his friends be with his family, he hadn’t asked us if we wanted to have the house filled with people, when it came to our collective consensus, non of us wanted to have all these people over, we wanted to have the ‘family’ only.  So he had to call all his friends back and tell them not to come.


Communication,  CLEAR COMMUNICATION.  .  . 

We continue to learn, remember what were here for, what it is that we want to bring into ‘Our New World.’ 


Well, I’ve had a glass of wine, I’m feeling wonderful, while I’m writing this, the family is sitting around the table, each with their computer, or doing art projects, it’s beautiful.  Truly,  I am so blessed to have this family, we’ve so acknowledged one another for how we show up, how we are with one another.


I came to Los Angeles to be with my sister, to take care of her while she recuperated from surgery.  She’s doing great, the doctors are amazed by how rapidly she’s healing. 


Dorothy and I are the elders, a few weeks ago my aunt died, no more elders, it’s ‘D’ and me,  really weird…


Well, that’s about it for now,  know you are loved beyond measure,

I cherish my Mayan Majix family.  I gather strength from you all. 


Blessings and much love, . . .     In Lak’ech.


Subject: Bush

This was on the Comcast news

GUATEMALA CITY - Mayan priests will purify a sacred archaeological site to
eliminate "bad spirits" after President Bush visits next week, an official
with close ties to the group said Thursday.

"That a person like (Bush), with the persecution of our migrant brothers
in the United States, with the wars he has provoked, is going to walk in
our sacred lands, is an offense for the Mayan people and their culture,"
Juan Tiney, the director of a Mayan nongovernmental organization with
close ties to Mayan religious and political leaders, said Thursday.

Bush's seven-day tour of Latin America includes a stopover beginning late
Sunday in Guatemala. On Monday morning he is scheduled to visit the
archaeological site Iximche on the high western plateau in a region of the
Central American country populated mostly by Mayans.

Tiney said the "spirit guides of the Mayan community" decided it would be
necessary to cleanse the sacred site of "bad spirits" after Bush's visit
so that their ancestors could rest in peace. He also said the rites _
which entail chanting and burning incense, herbs and candles _ would
prepare the site for the third summit of Latin American Indians March

Bush's trip has already has sparked protests elsewhere in Latin America,
including protests and clashes with police in Brazil hours before his
arrival. In Bogota, Colombia, which Bush will visit on Sunday, 200 masked
students battled 300 riot police with rocks and small homemade explosives.

The tour is aimed at challenging a widespread perception that the United
States has neglected the region and at combatting the rising influence of
Venezuelan leftist President Hugo Chavez, who has called Bush "history's
greatest killer" and "the devil."

Iximche, 30 miles west of the capital of Guatemala City, was founded as
the capital of the Kaqchiqueles kingdom before the Spanish conquest in

Copyright 2007 The Associated Press. All rights reserved. This material
may not be published, broadcast, rewritten or redistributed.


Hi Gina,
Ian and I have had many conversation over the years,
the one about bush and company seemed to be at the top
of his list, putting much anger into how this man was
'presenting his 'case'  how he would speak, yet, all that
was there was a lie, an illusion.
It came clear to me, that with out him {bush}  I believe
we wouldn't have woken up as quickly as we have.
looking at the past, seeing how we had been guided,
{as sheep}  slowly, carefully, spoon fed. 
saying to Ian,  bless this man, look what you had chosen,
you could have chosen that, {bush}.   waking us quicker,
being the darkness that he's presenting is SO DARK, we, the
Light Workers  have come together with grace and ease.
this wouldn't have happened any other way.
yes, it's important to clear the land, bless all that walk on her.
She doesn't have any judgments.  it's US,  the collective US.
it's not them against us,  I hear people  say,
'THERE'S ONLY ONE OF US HERE.'   so, what is this, what is
it that has so many who claim to be  'spiritual', yet, hold a 'hate'
flag.  I hear people curse bush,  I hear people say, kill him.
WHAT?   being LOVE is our foundation.  why would any one want
to put such hatred on top of LOVE.  it's as though a rotten apple was
purposefully put into the barrel.
help me understand. please.
blessings dear sister.  I LOVE you.

In  Lak'ech
Madaline 1


12 / Offering


A day filled with emotion, imagination. Being grateful for all that is given.

The Maya used water in all types of blessings.


On the  16th March,  3 / Reed  ~ ~ ~  Ian and I are going to sit under

‘Tree’,  this is where his ashes will be scattered. 


My request for this day, that you take a moment, stop what ever you’re doing, acknowledge and send prayers for our beloved brother. Ian Xel Lungold,  by the way,  Xel is pronounced  {shell}  in Maya the word means   ‘cut’.  


Finding faith in this world.  Where would it be?  Some think it’s outside oneself. 

I’ve found my faith within, knowing there’s no~thing outside of me.


Rediscover what there had been and continue to be in the presence of the

‘One’, that is where the ‘one’ resides. 


The foundation of life is unique to each one of us, as unique as our thumb print. 


Scattering Ian’s ashes is huge, releasing, cleansing, creating, and re-creating. 


Now that we’ve come this far, what are we going to do with the rest of our lives?
Make it a good one.


Blessings to our Mayan Majix family.  Thank you for all of your support,

You mean the world to Mike and I, we couldn’t have done any of this alone.




My  wise  father’s answer to my question,


, would be,

“Y, is  a crooked {dishonest}  letter”


I knew as a small child that pressings Daddy for a clearer answer was futile.

There was something there that in this 6 or 5 year old mind, I couldn’t wrap my mind around his answer. 


We’re programmed to have  ‘THE ANSWER’,  what a crock of _____ that is, the illusion is so cynical, so embedded into our ‘being’ that we’re now remembering our true essence.  Who we know ourselves to be. 



 I  AM  THAT…………..I  AM.    Emphasize  the word  THAT, then pause. 


Popeye   said it,  “I am that           I am, I’m Popeye the sailor man.”


What I’m witnessing here is there are way to many words being used.
All the reasons,  why your life is the way it is.  This is the kicker,



Gotta tell you this story, it’s priceless.  My grandson came to share a week with me in Sedona,  he was 14 at the time.  We go to Red Planet Diner, I tell him they make the best milk shakes,  he orders one, they bring out a glass full, and a back up in the mixing container,  his glass is empty, he picks up the container, powers the rest  into his glass,  yet, it got thick, so when he powered it,  it  missed the glass, it’s all over the table,  he looks up at me,  {I’m smiling at his}   “I DIDN’T DO THAT!”   Cool, who did. 
We laughed.


In the event you think someone did something TO YOU.  Rethink that thought. 



Is a crooked letter


I finely got what Daddy was saying, 

Having to give a REASON is part of the illusion man has
created from the beginning of time.

When I participated with the Land Mark Forum,  Werner said,
“if you come in late, don’t give me your story, tell me you’re late, and you won’t be late next time.”  I look at all this energy we put into making up stories.  Wow.

Here’s something else Daddy said, 

 “Always tell the truth, that way you never have to remember the story.” 


 “In speaking the truth, it’s coming from your personal experience.
  In the experience lies the truth.” mw 


When Gary and I decided to become house mates, we had many conversations about
how we like to live, from cleaning, to cooking, shopping.

We were as clear as we could for that conversation, knowing we were on a journey of ‘learning one another’  it’s on going.  Something I requested, Gary liked and agreed to was, using our telepathy.  How I view this occurring is by using less words.  Honing in on the energy, creating a quiet place within ones body / being,  as in meditation, breathing in the energy, allowing yourself to be,  BE,  this is the ONE~NESS  with  the UNIVERSE . . .  


That’s all I have to say about that . . .


16th  March  ‘07


6:45  am.


Putting  the box in which Ian’s ashes have been for more than a year,
in a box to carry him to TREE.

 This is a portal I hadn’t realized until I did.


The entire walk towards  ‘TREE’, through the Enchanted Forest was  a dream,
one where there wasn’t any ground under my feet.

Introducing Ian to my family of elementals, experiencing each breath newly.

TREE was waiting for US, her branches opened as we approached her.

This was one of those magical experiences that at this moment, words delude me.


Our entire   MAYANMAJIX family was with us,  I thank you with
every breath  I take,  my life is so rich, there isn’t anything thats lacking.



God is good,  all the time.


Blessings,  In Lak’ech,


I love you Mike Shore.



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