24th
June '05
There's
so much of everything crammed into each moment, by the time one
thought has completed its passage, an infinite amount of thoughts
are waiting to be recognized...
Watching
Ian, observing him as he takes on, what I've named, "Demons' the
struggle to find comfort, the pain... watching him, being helpless,
there's nothing I can do to create comfort for him... This is the
reality he's created, I've stopped asking 'why'... there's no answer...
At
times, sometimes hours where the pain lets up, doesn't go away,
never leaves, it just calms some... I can understand why someone
would take their own life, feeling as though they couldn't tolerate
the pain for one more moment... yet, he hangs in there, he's a trooper...
No
worries, Ian's support team is at hand, he knows there's much
to be done, that this 'test' is the one that is allowing him to
"go where no man has gone before."
Someone
sent Ian a CD, an interview with David Icke... speaking about
how the media has hypnotized us, brain washed... its fantastic what
'they've' done... good job guys...
How
do we listen to others? We listen through a filter, then we
interpret what we heard by the programming we've been feed our entire
lives... now there are many who have caught onto "Their" tricks,
and have stepped outside the box where all the lies are feed...
Listen
to the silence in between the chatter...
Ernest
Holmes said, "Failure. Sometimes the death of the old
that may become manifest. Weakness, imperfection a falling
short. A recognition of this is the first step toward progress..."
I
don't know of many who had gotten on a two wheeler, {without training
wheels} the first time and made it all the way down the block without
falling... Who gave up? No, we got back on, over and
over until that word balance became not just a word, it became and
understanding...
So,
why as an adult, do we find it 'OK' to belittle, destroy, make wrong,
criticize, condemn, patronize, etc... first, the self, then other,
especially,
OUR CHILDREN.........................STOP IT..........................NOW....
LOVE..............LOVE................LOVE...
Which one of those emotions feels the best?
LOVE
of course
it does....
Everything
in nature is so magnificent this time of year, instead of sitting
in front of your TV, sit under a tree... go for a walk... do something
new...
Change
your routine the rutt you've put yourself into, get out of the hypnotic
state you're in...
that's
what the media has set out to do, they want to be able to manipulate
and controll us...
Tell
a lie long enoujgh, it becomes 'a' truth...
Look
back to Sept 11... at the time, very few believed the lie... most
wanted to believe they were being watched over by our fearless leaders...
Even
with the truth coming out, more ethical voices are speaking up,
{Go CNN} there's still 47% that want to stand behind, give hommage,
praise to the Bush gang...some think the earth is flat...
Much
love, many blessings... Peace Be With You, Always...
Matty
More
to come soon---->>>>>
