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The evolution process that continues to escalate with warp speed allows me the space to ponder what, where, how to proceed.
What I had shared last entry was about my body presenting a situation that has kept me 'quiet'.
I'm clear this is what Source has gifted to me, 'sit quietly', then when I spoke with Ian, he said,
“This is the time for you to rejuvenate, when the major shift occurs, you will be ready to take on
what ever Source shows you.”
Seeing a Rheumatology to find out exactly what my body is saying, and what my body desires toward altering 'my' course at this time. Doc said, you go along in your life, everything is wonderful, you're healthy, one day you wake up and you can't get out of bed, the pain has taken over. Polymyalgia Rheumatica (PMR) . He went onto say, If I had to choose one, this is the one I would choose being it's the easiest to remedy.
Fast Facts; PMR affects only adults over the age of 50.
Aching and stiffness in PMR affect the upper arms, neck, buttocks and thighs, and
are most severe in the morning.
These symptoms respond quickly and completely to low doses of corticosteroids.
Disturbed sleep (big time)
Cool, now what? 15 milligrams per day of prednisone
I've never been a 'pill' popper, I have a few friends that have been using prednisone for years.
They've said, “prednisone has given me back a quality of life, living in pain isn't anything to choose when there's a remedy that will remove the pain. “
I know all the side effect that could occur, we shall see, today (10/Night)
After eating breakfast, I took my first does, it was 9 a.m. 45 minutes later, the pain in my arms were gone, still feeling stiff, and slow. I will continue to pay attention to what my body wants
to experience, (I am NOT my body)
I knew 15 milligrams was too much when I felt as though I were in a pool of jello, very interesting, judgment; didn't want these sensations in my body. Wanting it to be different then it is. HA.
Everything is exactly the way it is meant to be. How could it be different, yet, as humans, the desire is there for everything to be the way 'we' want it, rather than saying thank you for this experience.
I allow myself to have a 5 or 10 min. pity party, I have these experiences, I'm not the experience. Huge difference.
Feeling as though my 'mind' and 'body' are speaking languages that neither can comprehend. I do feel as this awareness continues to express itself, that mind/body will coalesce, at this time, all there is for me, allowing Source the space to create magic.
Woke in a state of attack, as though my body were beating itself up from the inside.
I took 5 milligrams this morning, finding the balance. Tomorrow I will take 10. Fifteen too much, five, not enough. All about balance.
I've made a commitment to 'self' I will do Qigong daily, living up to my commitment, yesterday my arms decided they weren't going to allow me to move them. OK, slept from noon to 4, pain level seven, making sure I could take Ibuprofen on top of the prednisone, they are compatible, grand.
About an hour later, feeling releaf, reminding myself to relax my body, breath deeply. Sharing this info, knowing I'm not the only one feeling energies that seem so foreign as though it could be the only thing to put energy onto. You are not your body, step out of the way, be the observer, give it a go, see if you feel different, allow all the grace to surface. Being in the NOW, finding myself drifting, bringing my consciousness back to NOW.
Got into be around 10:30 pm, relaxed body, visualizing Qigong exercise 4 in my mind. I slept. I woke a little before the sun, body had remembered what it was like before this adventure came to be. All pain dissolved,I felt such elation, grateful for these moments of clarity. Slept more.
My dream; throwing out old boxes, a beautiful man, 6'2'', tan, broad shoulders, wearing a crisp white shirt, cream colored pants, walking down the alley with another man and a women, the men were carrying something large enough where it took the two of them to carry it. I was standing by the trash can, he walked behind me, put his arms around me. Sweet beautiful energy.
Out with the old, in with the new.........................
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It is from numberless diverse acts of courage and belief that human history is shaped. Each time a man stands up for an ideal, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.
~ Robert F. Kennedy
Resistance is futile. Resist nothing. Be in the now.
In this now moment, I thank you, I love you, I appreciate you, I am grateful for all the love I feel from our Mayan Majix family.....................
Wonder of wonders this journey I've chosen. In 1988 I knew I wasn't my body. I take care of my body, I don't identify with my body. I'm grateful for this body, I feed this body the finest organic foods, meditate, participate.
I'm totally fascinated, watching what is occurring with this body. I woke up hearing my left arm say; “you want me to do what?” Arm didn't cooperate, putting any pressure on my arm was out of the question. Comedy or Tragedy? I choose comedy. Relearning the use of my body, movements that I hadn't given thought to, the ease of getting out of a chair, wrapping a towel around me after my shower. My left arm is restricted in motion. Taking off and putting on clothes, being present to every motion. I'm right handed, there's an automatic response to almost every movement, now, paying attention to how to remove clothes, using my left arm first, being my right arm has more mobility. Feeling the ever presence from the Divine, I've surrendered to all that is gifted to me. Surrender and Allow, being in acceptance in every moment. Grateful Am I.
I'm sure there are others who are feeling, 'strange' sensations in the body, everything is exactly as it is meant to be. Being in acceptance, being the witness, saying, chanting positive words.
Lorna suggested I take 'CatsClaw', being open to experience what ever I hadn't experienced to release what ever is in this body, allowing more awareness to enter. I'm game. The first day taking CatsClaw, I woke feeling 'different' feeling comfortable, even though I woke three times, I felt rested. Present, rather then dragging. NICE. Thank you Lorna..............
Sharing this 'story' with you, I feel there are so many people that are having 'strange' sensations, emotions flowing in a bazillion different directions. I'm so grateful knowing we are on this trajectory of consciousness which allows me to not take anything personally.
The saddest part is feeling my energy over flow into the house, bringing everyone into my flow. The discomfort is wearing me down. When I have energy, I use it. Then rest. Thrilled I don't have a job to go to. Honoring Source for directing me through this chapter of my life. This too shall pass, as the Sun rises and sets, being in this NOW moment. There isn't a before or after, how could there be? In these moment steps all there is to experience resides in this moment, this NOW moment.
I honor all who share my world. There are choices that family and friends make that I honor, yet, I'm not in agreement with. The words I say; “I honer your choices, I'm not in agreement with them. I would never make you wrong for the choices you make. You've chosen your life to have the experiences you are having. All the choices I've made have molded the I AM presence of the One. As with ALL.”
I'm a goer and a doer, I love keeping active, whether it's sweeping down the patio, working in the garden, preparing a meal. Communicating via our fantastic technology. All the technology from the last; say ten years, til now, everything has parlaid with the most rapid advancements. Each step brings us closer to our birth right. This 'game' is complete. Each of us knows that telepathic communication is at our fingertips. When I experience, and feel an energy that hadn't ever been, my heart races, I feel my adrenalin pumping. Traveling thru the cosmos, wow.
I had no idea I signed up for this chapter of my life, I can only sit for 15 min. Longer my hips freeze up, standing from this sitting position brings me to my knees. Prayers, calling in my team of Angels, everything is exactly the way it's meant to be. Struggle comes from the mind that could keep me out of my Heart. Anything that does come from my mind is an illusion. My heart always tells me the truth.
When I fell, about 4 weeks ago, my body took on a posture, “time to slow down” my body manifested pain, both arms right below the shoulder, and my hips, the sensation is; a dull discomfort, pressure. Being I observe all that takes place in 'my' body, knowing I'm not my body. When someone asks me; “how are you?” I'm great, my body on the other hand has it's own take on the matter. So I'm walking like a penguin, I get there, I heard, 'time to slow down'. Is this slow enough?' Hahahaha
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This pipe was sculpted by Ian, truly a master piece. There are 8 in the world. Ian's pieces are a labor of love. It took Ian three weeks to get the head right so it would close the way he designed it to. He made the mold, poured silver. After the initial carving in wax, this took five weeks, then the mold, when they came out of the mold, Ian's master piece was almost complete, each piece was polished to perfection.
It weigh's 117.5 gm silver, 3in. Tall, stem, 3 1/4in. Looking for this unique piece to have a new home. More info, contact me firstname.lastname@example.org
I know all is in divine order, I've been gifted this for a reason, there's something magical that will appear. Allowing everything to BE, getting out of the way for Source to work it's magic.
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After listening to Sheldon's meditation, Gary and I sat. here's the link. Below the link is my personal experience;
Body Healing Meditation
Sitting to meditate, I brought in the Green Healing Energy, starting at my crown. Working the energy thru. When I stopped at my neck, the most angelic face appeared, she faded, another appeared, she faded, there were five in all. A few breaths more, a beautiful almond shaped eye, her eye lid was closed with the longest eye lashes. I felt her energy, seemed as though she were an inch away from my closed eye. A tear trickled down her cheek. When the tear come, she opened her eye, ever so slowly, I felt her smiling, she faded.
Breathing, feeling, seeing colors, mostly green. A tear, ever so slowly trickled down my cheek. I heard; “we are so grateful that you've called up us.”
All of our Angelic Angels and Guides are always here, they will not interfere, when you call upon them they are so delighted. When I get into bed, I call on all my Angelic Angels and Guides, asking them what this is all about, having my body be in pain.
“we know you can do everything quicker, faster, with more efficiency then anyone else, its time for you to allow others to step up and participate.”
These words were said to me in 2000 when I flip my truck.
Let go of the shore, be in the middle of the river, see who is there with you, and celebrate. Those who hang onto the shore
will suffer greatly.
Each act is a 'Moment Step' pay attention, have your heart do
all the talking.
I love you, In Lak' ech
With the changes that I'm experiencing, what seems to show up often these days, is, people are still making up stories/excuses. I'm sorry seems to be the hardest words for some to say. I would love to have clarity about these two words that make the difference that resides in my heart.
Taking a step back, I know this is the best they can say. Not in tuned to the situation at hand.
I'm blessed to have a Daddy who lived his life with more common sense then anyone I've ever been around. His wisdom, common sense toward everything life brought his way. Both my parents were born in Poland, so everything they accumulated in the United States they were so grateful for.
I took on this way of life, being grateful for every moment, every minute step taken. Being compassionate about all the gifts that are given to me.
Being conscious in my surroundings, knowing that LOVE is my foundation. Cherishing every breath, each interaction, holding everything and everyone with the utmost care.
Embrace compassion, behave compassionately, offer compassion, and by doing so help to bring all closer to the grand moment of awakening. You chose this incarnation to do just this, and you have infinite assistance from those in the spiritual realms to enable you to put it into practice.
Your loving brother, Jesus, who is one of those constantly assisting you.
We've been waiting 26,000 years for these moments. The Angelic Beings have been watching over us, yet, not interfering, allowing us to discover the Truth that had been hidden behind the veil that we now have removed. Our vision is clear, those of us who live from our heart, keeping true to what and who we know ourselves to be.
For these past 26,000 years, we had been told we are human beings, when I heard David Icke say;
“We are pure consciousness.” consciousness resides within the soul, Love or fear, knowing the foundation is solidly presented as LOVE, fear no longer has any place in our awareness.
The best & most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched –
They must be felt with the heart.
More clarity arrives in my consciousness, recognizing my truth about everything I had been given through out these past 70 years, feeling the gratitude for each and ever experience that has been gifted to me. On the surface it could look as though nothing is changing, my heart/soul knows/feels this acceleration.
I am the creator of my reality. When a family of four children were asked to describe their parents, one would never know they were talking about the same people. Do you know who you are? Do you allow others to dictate their belief system in such a way that you might take on their reality and set aside yours? There are times when another speaks what they belief is 'the truth' rather than their personal truth, discernment will allow you to stay centered, Be 'love' rather then any other place. When David Icke said; we are pure consciousness, my body had a physical sensation. I knew it from the depths of my soul I had been hood-winked my entire life. My consciousness comes from the love that permeates out into the world. There's no lack, never has been, never will.
Changes are in our face, pay close attention, be true to yourself, in the event you feel the relationship you're in is at a cross road, make sure you're following what your soul desires. This is about YOU, this might or might not be in agreement with your partner, yet, in taking care of the self, ultimately you are taking care of everyone around. Be patient with yourself, take time out doors, breathing in the light of love. Changing the dynamics with each moment step.
Are you your best friend? Sure hope so. Being where ever you go, there you are. People come and go, look back into your life, how many 'best' friends had you had that no longer are in your world. In the BEingness of oneness, there's no need to have anything that lives outside of the self.
Things are breaking up, this must occur, how can something new happen when you keep the old in tact. Thoughts fly by so quickly that grabbing hold of any long enough to pay attention to could be challenging. Keep those around that support you, and you in turn support the other.
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Each one of us is here to experience the grandness of what Mother Earth is gifting us. We're either sharing love or fear.
“More than those who hate you, more than all your enemies, an undisciplined mind does greater harm.” ~ Buddha
I love you. Hold your love light so it continues to shine where ever you are.